not so right time.

I guess saying things at the not so right time doesn't help even when i just want you to know. so say or not say? when is it a gd time or not so right time? I say and i get all emo cuz of you getting your point at me. I don't say, also not right for frustrations build up.

I guess as much as i hate confrontations, some cannot be helped.

I just wanted you to know how i feel. just that i did so at a not so right time. That is the thing im apologetic about.

What a way to end the night after all the sweetness. sigh.

ahm?

Exams.

Today's MM was a killer. Apparently the examiner kinda maxed out all his 5-star difficulty qns in this paper. CRAZY! =( boo hoo. it's far tougher than the prelims. all the upset and frustrations all had to be stashed somewhere. didn't feel like going for a jog while travelling back from expo. BUT! im glad i dragged my lazy bum. Cuz...

I ran slightly more than 7.5km! Seriously! I cannot believe i can do so and still feel alive. Wait, i feel way better! cuz the negativities all got jogged off! And at this rate, ahm shouldn't be a big problem. Yar, 21km. slightly less than 3x of what i jogged today! anw, it's been lovely jogs in the evenings. The weather has been bearable in the evenings, less the day. I jogged from the siglap connector, turn down to marine vista then to marine terrace then cross over to ecp, jogged back to the seafood centres there, take the underground (which i am afraid!) then take the connector back. Sounds easy? think again after you see the map! =P

Terri guided me on handstands and after like a couple of failed attempts, ive been doing it nearly everyday! =) so easy after you get it. I think life is like that. Once it is a habit, it gets easier.

Anyhow, MSM is next on the 11th. And i have studying with freesia tml, dog visiting and probably movie with cal on sunday. Oh and jog with mommy and daddy on either days. Exciting! =)

Cherri~out. bathe bathe bathe.

astrology.

I am really restless now, thanks to the lack of knowledge and practice. let's see:

CF 5th may wed
MM 7th may fri
MSM 11th may
ESAP 26th may

And i wonder why im always restless. Even if you don't believe in astrology, suck it up. I read mine in more accuracy and i couldn't believe myself. I do have an inner restlessness. Can't remember why though. How true can that be? wow.

And astrology in details (not those kind you normally read in the papers) is actually freakily true.

okay, enough of astrology stuff... need to sit and study now.

cherri