help me mend.

I know tears would not make wrongs right. Hence they shouldn't flow.

I thank you for being sweet.
I thank you for being nice to someone you care.
I apologise for walking away (in your context).
I apologise for unable to just say "i'm sorry".

It tore when you swept my hands away.
I can't believe i chased after twice.

I'm trying. I guess not hard enough.
I never learn not to put my all. Even when it hurt bad.
It makes me tear. It makes me sad. It makes me feel suicidal all over again.
No more no more.

Told ya i feel silly.
Silly for putting my all.
Crazy to be crazy over ya.
Heart-wrenched when you made me know how you felt.

Traffic police. Speed. I don't rmb the timing. Either my dad or I. What insurance. What everything else?!

I dno i dno i dno i dno. Why does everything come crashing upon me all at once?!

I wanna finish the half-finished bar of liqoured chocs with ya
I wanna watch the sunrise with ya
I wanna do so many things with ya
I wanna walk the beach with ya again and again

I wanna share nachos with ya in the cinema
I wanna share my time with ya
I don't wanna walk away anymore
Just don't be angry with me baby.

Is it over?

=x

ok. I read my post again. And maybe what i posted was a little harsh. Shan't try blogging at night when my mind is in a whirlwind. Lesson learnt.

I could easily take it down but ah, remind me, will ya that we should make no regrets in life.

And i do not wanna wait for more than an hour in the clinic. So hey, there's always after school and see the doc before coming home, right? =)

Peace.

do your dance.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY FREESIA! =D

Hope you had many pleasant surprises time round! =) loves.
Presents, friends, family, dinners, club... yay.

I suddenly felt really silly, felt stupid when i heard and saw your reactions. Maybe you were right: What i did was on impulse. Or maybe i just wanna escape reality time for a while. Can't i spend that little time with ya cuz i miss ya? And it's all because of you. Maybe you were in the midst of your busy-doings when i interrupted you.

I just felt dumb. Felt embarrassed. I felt like the sky came crashing down. I just felt like running away, fast. I wanna hyperventilate. I wanna faint. I wanna escape. You don't know how i felt. Just plain silly. Really. Remind me again- why i prefer to be single. Cuz i don't have extra boundaries, don't have emotional baggages and rubbish sorta stuff. Whatever you term them to be.

Sometimes i feel that we are ppl who love our freedom, our singlehood. Yet i dno why we have strings attached. I can't explain. If i can't, will ya?

I just wanna sleep. Fall into deep sleep so that i can avoid all this rubbish thinkings. I think far too much, i read far too deep into what appears to be simple. No?

No me ames.

chatterbox!

I seriously need to sit down and study. Procrastinator!

Suntan with Free was great. With a lovely host, it was made a better trip. =)

Sorry for imposing though, my dear. And the walk to Old Town Coffee Place. And Parkway.

Being stuck playing wahjong at viwawa isn't like the best thing. Cuz it's infectious: My dad and sis got stuck to it too. As well as kenny and gang. And otherssssss. Whahaha. Talk abt addiction!

Last friday, I made my youngest sis happy. Well, a treat at Fisherman's Wharf isn't that bad right? =p

A very unhappy Sherri without her paycheck

Sisters bonding session. Love.

Dad- daughter bonding @ Starbucks =)

Things i do when i flip open the book- Anything but read.

Things I do during lecture- All but listen! =x

And daddy, I do study!- My proof!

We love to eatttttttt... Especially pepper and mixed herbs into anything we get our hands on.

That's all for now folks. And yes chrissy, I've sent ya your long-awaited email. I sincerely apologize for the delay, my dear.

And lastly, I love this scene. This exact part of Step up 2. It's the best part of the entire show, in my opinion. Pretty pretty pretty. When's it my turn? ;)

Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me). What makes her just everything that i can never be. What makes her your every dream and fantasy. Because i can't remember when it was me.

Cherri~

dance moves movies.

Take the lead. Step up. Step up 2 the street.
Stomp the yard and Save the last dance are dance movies that I haven't seen. I wanna catch them soon. =]

But i fancy Take the lead more. The ballroom dances are lovely. A wider genre of dances are featured.
Isetan private sale was a great event to attend. Second to Bangkok trip, maybe? =) I wanna go Bangkok to shop!!

The whole week has been real busy. Hospital and home visits. Outings with girlfriends. Starbucks visits.

And Zi Ting, I had a lovely time just now at your bday buffet. =D It's been like 2 years since I met some of my ex-classmates. And well, most have changed. I see that uni life can really change one's lifestyle- eating style to be exact? Anw, XFXNR must catch up real soon yup.

Weather has been real chilly. Well, it's turning warmer now. No need for jackets and house slippers at night with the freezing wind blowing into the house. BrRr.

I like ActionSampler! As well as Holga. Hee. Pretty, creative, candids, natural. lomography.com. Wanna go check out the stores soon. Ann Siang Street. Liang Seah Street. Yay.

And I wanna go take my Open Waters course asap. =D I need a buddy!

I'm so so so stuck to online mahjong. I din know mahjong till last yr. Din know how to suan tai until i picked up a lil jus now. Cool stuff. But 4 or 5ams every day is a killer. I barely sleep. The only time i do, is when i needa get settled down. That's when all the entertainment dies.

I shall turn in now. Gotta go for breakfast with my daddy laters. =D
Nitez.

Cherri~

firstmth.

Driving anywhere near City Hall and Bugis area was crazy. Thanks to the IT fair. But i ought to admit, the deals were pretty gd.
But, cruising with screens down on ECP at night with cool air blowing into the face is chilly! I like.

I'll grow my herbs. Soon enough.
Mixed herbs + cheese omelette + with love = hearts!

On a rainy day, ripples on the surface of the pool. That's the lovely part. Of cuz, the wind and sound of the rain helps one to calm down as well.

Starbucks is gonna be my hangout. I like iced green tea latte. Nothing comes close to the ultimate caramel macchiato.

Green tea frap is alright. Cappuccino is drank on a cool day. Banana chocolate is nice. So is cookies-and-cream tasting drink. =)

Most of all, the company matters. Cig doesn't. =p

POA, i'm so gonna die. boooo. I'm gg off now. Falling aslp while typing. Nitez world.

Quiz.

Goes 29th Feb, and 1st March here we are.

I did zhi yi's recommanded quiz. Here goes:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.