Thank-you post #1- sleep.

Yea, i know i haven't blogged in ages. Exams ended, june ending. world cup is nearly halfway through.

Anw, i came online now to blog (at 0220 when i just woke up from falling aslp in front of the tele. im gna miss the spain match, too tired to figure where to watch on. Hope they win though.) just to thank:

Calvin

I wanted to post this up some time ago, just that my laptop has limited battery and blogging with you around is different. Even now, back in my own bed, sleeping feels different already. Not that i miss your smell or pillow (hey, your pillow IS more comfy), or fighting over the quilt and blankie, top or bottom bed, who to switch off the light.

Just YOU.

Thank you for taking care of me... When i fall asleep on the bed with everything, you get everything proper- what's to be on the bed is on the bed; what's not, is not. you turn off the light too. and you don't grumble (much), you merely just nudge me about it the next day. And laugh at me. Thank you dear. Love you <3

And this is the starting post of many thank-you posts ahead.

Much love,

Cherri

PS: ooh, the crimson red <3 looks pretty on a rose! =)

not so right time.

I guess saying things at the not so right time doesn't help even when i just want you to know. so say or not say? when is it a gd time or not so right time? I say and i get all emo cuz of you getting your point at me. I don't say, also not right for frustrations build up.

I guess as much as i hate confrontations, some cannot be helped.

I just wanted you to know how i feel. just that i did so at a not so right time. That is the thing im apologetic about.

What a way to end the night after all the sweetness. sigh.

ahm?

Exams.

Today's MM was a killer. Apparently the examiner kinda maxed out all his 5-star difficulty qns in this paper. CRAZY! =( boo hoo. it's far tougher than the prelims. all the upset and frustrations all had to be stashed somewhere. didn't feel like going for a jog while travelling back from expo. BUT! im glad i dragged my lazy bum. Cuz...

I ran slightly more than 7.5km! Seriously! I cannot believe i can do so and still feel alive. Wait, i feel way better! cuz the negativities all got jogged off! And at this rate, ahm shouldn't be a big problem. Yar, 21km. slightly less than 3x of what i jogged today! anw, it's been lovely jogs in the evenings. The weather has been bearable in the evenings, less the day. I jogged from the siglap connector, turn down to marine vista then to marine terrace then cross over to ecp, jogged back to the seafood centres there, take the underground (which i am afraid!) then take the connector back. Sounds easy? think again after you see the map! =P

Terri guided me on handstands and after like a couple of failed attempts, ive been doing it nearly everyday! =) so easy after you get it. I think life is like that. Once it is a habit, it gets easier.

Anyhow, MSM is next on the 11th. And i have studying with freesia tml, dog visiting and probably movie with cal on sunday. Oh and jog with mommy and daddy on either days. Exciting! =)

Cherri~out. bathe bathe bathe.

astrology.

I am really restless now, thanks to the lack of knowledge and practice. let's see:

CF 5th may wed
MM 7th may fri
MSM 11th may
ESAP 26th may

And i wonder why im always restless. Even if you don't believe in astrology, suck it up. I read mine in more accuracy and i couldn't believe myself. I do have an inner restlessness. Can't remember why though. How true can that be? wow.

And astrology in details (not those kind you normally read in the papers) is actually freakily true.

okay, enough of astrology stuff... need to sit and study now.

cherri

happy birthday freesia!! =D

hope you have fun!! whichever fun means. =p

sian, if only blogspot has an app on iphone like livejournal... cheeze, it's so windy here in his room. makes me sleepy. and being sick = lethargic. im feeling all aching again. guess i'll just yi du gong du since the other stuff doesnt work well. yi du gong du works better for me ;)

ah, lazing at home should be a one-day affair only. 2 days still okay. 3 days, and im already fidgetive. gotta starting working... study-working, work-working and working-out-working. im growing sideways with no brains and no income. =(

okay, gonna work that pig sunny-side up x 1.

ciao.

hello all.

There were many times i wanted to blog, but i decided not to. Once, i turned to my diary. Others, i just slept on it. Feelings, now, aren't very much of must write to speak my mind out. I try my best to speak them out. Sometimes, you feel that im deliberately doing it to you. But really, some of them are either for fun or that's how i feel. Well now, having said that, i don't see a need to blog when i speak my mind out.

Anyway, CNY has come and gone. February has. 2 years. pretty long with ups and downs. very trying. And March has half gone by. The past few days have been good on a whole. generally been pretty happy. maybe just for the mood swings on both sides. But alas, life is life. nth's perfectly awesome or awesomely perfect. im happy having you with me. i hope having me with you too (: kidnapped for a week, i realised! got everyone missing me at home.

terri and sherri are playing the xbox. weird. mom's busy as usual. dad mentioned rabbit, so i took him out to play. and wanted to WALK THE RABBIT. failed miserably. let him off the leash. thought he wanted to suicide. grabbed him, and hugged him while running back into the house. frightened me. omg.

I rmb clutters... i must clear my clutters... physical ones are pretty done. im glad on the exterior visuals. interior are mostly done. except for 2 areas. minor ones.

finally uploaded photos onto fb... slow and steady. sucking my youth away... then again, i have my MM to read. So, good deal. keeps me awake. and typing this too... entertains me. and gosh, it's 3.07am!

Looking at the photos, it got me thinking how the trip was. I can't remember the minor details. I rmb the feelings. Mostly neutral, wishing things werent the way they were. Then again, they weren't uber upsetting or angry. they werent just of jubilant. having to see the world is good. i feel fortunate to have done so. i enjoyed the company mostly, i liked the atmosphere of holiday, i like the structures. makes me feel at home in uk. Just reminiscing now... glad i had you for the trip. even if it werent of romance, u made us laugh for the most part i rmb. Gee, i think i rmb the good and not the bad... oh well, isnt it better that way?

okay, i shall continue to upload and hit the books now... HUNGRY argh.

ALways on my mind...

wanna be with you. be there for you. and you for me. sounds good, yes?

Happy birthday Pang Zi. Can't wait to SEE YOU!!<3

*cherri.

PS: BITCH: Babe In Total Control Of Herself.

period. ;)

2010.

Havent gotten down to sitting in front of my com, cant really blog on my iphone either. it's been a joy and distraction, i tell you...

nonetheless, i had a rather enjoyable london/ paris holiday. havent gotten down to uploading photos up or even emailing them. shall find the excitement to first.

it's been a few days since the new year... i started monday 4th jan not really the right way, not optimistic. been boggled down by many things in my head. every bits and pieces.

ytd 5th jan, tues, was better. and it'll get better...