Yes, half-broken swt thing.
Monday, 2 June 2008
Sunday, 1 June 2008
folly.
And there can never be a day that we'll be truly happy cuz that it will always be at the back of your head. It will always be affecting you. And the way you think, the way you see me, the way you react, the way you act. And that I'll never be good enough for you. I don't know how to make you happy, i know only how to upset or anger or frustrate you even more than your present state.
There can never be a "i wish" cuz it's my fault. And i was just being naive. And i was just bluffing myself. And i will always think it'll be my fault. And it will always be my problem. And it'll always be a shadow lurking around you. And i dno how now. And i'm lost now. And i wanna find my way back- just how?
And when there seem to be a time to be really blissful, i have to ruin it all. To tragically crush our happiness with my own hands. Giving it all up? I just wanna crash and die in an accident now. Or just jump down the building. Or maybe slit my wrist and drip to my death. Or maybe electrocute myself. Or maybe bang my head against the wall till i'm unconscious. I think walking straight into a car is the best. Yes i am suicidal- i'm announcing to the world. I wish i could turn back time. But only time will tell. cuz we all know that that will never come true.
And there'll never be a chance to be truly truly happy with you again.
There can never be a "i wish" cuz it's my fault. And i was just being naive. And i was just bluffing myself. And i will always think it'll be my fault. And it will always be my problem. And it'll always be a shadow lurking around you. And i dno how now. And i'm lost now. And i wanna find my way back- just how?
And when there seem to be a time to be really blissful, i have to ruin it all. To tragically crush our happiness with my own hands. Giving it all up? I just wanna crash and die in an accident now. Or just jump down the building. Or maybe slit my wrist and drip to my death. Or maybe electrocute myself. Or maybe bang my head against the wall till i'm unconscious. I think walking straight into a car is the best. Yes i am suicidal- i'm announcing to the world. I wish i could turn back time. But only time will tell. cuz we all know that that will never come true.
And there'll never be a chance to be truly truly happy with you again.
just so you know
Thank you to a couple of people...
1. For being my listening ear and my pillar and for being there
2. For being my shoulder
3. For filling me in
4. For reminding me that I'm always lucky
5. For understanding
Sobbing wasn't what i had in mind. I was outta my mind to have done so, in order words. I cannot believe myself still okay. Remind me, darling, long island and AK 47 don't go tog. Beer and breezers are marginal.
Thank you for not judging me and I trust you to keep it that way. I cannot imagine how you tolerated the whole saga. But i'm really grateful that you did.
1. For being my listening ear and my pillar and for being there
2. For being my shoulder
3. For filling me in
4. For reminding me that I'm always lucky
5. For understanding
Sobbing wasn't what i had in mind. I was outta my mind to have done so, in order words. I cannot believe myself still okay. Remind me, darling, long island and AK 47 don't go tog. Beer and breezers are marginal.
Thank you for not judging me and I trust you to keep it that way. I cannot imagine how you tolerated the whole saga. But i'm really grateful that you did.
Thursday, 29 May 2008
i see you.
6 lust shots (in one sitting) + whisky cranberry + 2 rum pineapple + 3 calsberg + 2 lust shots = lotsa calories intake.
Girl, I didn't know and don't know why I'll be affected by you and your actions. I was so appalled when I saw you so upset because of him. Tramautized may be too strong a word but it describes how I was last night. Time and time again, you say that you'll be fine yet I feel that you're just running away. That's not healthy, that's not being fair and true to yourself... Go figure.
Thanks for being my dark knight. I was overwhelmingly surprised to find my booty guard under the ball. Seriously startled and lost for words. You don't know the emotional turmoil I had before I met you. Relieved and thankful I was. Thanks for being my pillar. Thanks for making my night. Charmed.
Girl, I didn't know and don't know why I'll be affected by you and your actions. I was so appalled when I saw you so upset because of him. Tramautized may be too strong a word but it describes how I was last night. Time and time again, you say that you'll be fine yet I feel that you're just running away. That's not healthy, that's not being fair and true to yourself... Go figure.
Thanks for being my dark knight. I was overwhelmingly surprised to find my booty guard under the ball. Seriously startled and lost for words. You don't know the emotional turmoil I had before I met you. Relieved and thankful I was. Thanks for being my pillar. Thanks for making my night. Charmed.
Tuesday, 27 May 2008
absolute bf.
HEADACHE!!
Zettai Kareshi aka Absolute Boyfriend is sooooooooo addictive. I'm watching it online now. Maybe i should read the manga too. I wish I have an absolute boyfriend too! Like totally totally sweep me off my feet all the time. Then again, if he isn't programmed (read: not a robot), he wld make me angry and upset right? Then life wouldn't be balanced! Irony of it hmm =x Not that I'm complaining about Calvin! He's a real swtheart when he's not playing his psp or com or in a foul mood or emo-ing. Yes, I may not need to buy one now. I heard you ;)
Gossip Girls is next. =)
Couple of stuff before BKK. Catch ups, meet ups, itinerary planning, etc.
Today was sucha crazy one. Slept at 6am. Woke up with a headache. Forced myself to sleep till 1? Cancelled appointment =( Entertained myself online. Satisfied my craving- both carls junior's beef chili cheese fries and auntie anne's pretzel- thanks to my lovely dearest Calvin. I'm sorry that you had to walk a far bit but now you know where my actual bus-stop is. hee. Note to self: to improve my fire control when using butter to cook. Left the Apple cheese sausages and egg a little devalued. Unappetizing? I don't know, was it? ;P And maybe thank your lucky stars for the extra fries and the ride home too! Oh plus the games =D
My weekend was such a blast and eventful one which left me exhausted!
Friday- was the last paper and Phuture we were at. The usual 4s, plus Peiyi, Matthew, Jason and Calvin + his many many friends. Heineken, Hot and Sticky, AK 47 and alil Gin Tonic. Read previous entry on Sat 24th May.
Saturday- I drove for like the whole day. Home- Toh Guan- SIM- home- Calvin's house- Mom's office- Lavender Food Centre (for dinner) - Aljunied (to get ingredients)- Home Sweet Home. Driving escapade? More like madness huh?
Luckily for my trusty Oakleys that kept my eyes shaded from the shiny sun. Especially while I drive...
And when you're really bored while waiting for your mom to get done with her work in her office, you camwhore in the car! =) Just like me. BOREDOOM.
Sunday- Drove over to Parkway to meet Calvin and surprised Alex. Bought my rum. Snoozed over at Calvin's place. Had a nice dinner with his sisters and gf. 300 was censored. =( Left early to pick my dad up and left me crazy on the road (Read previous entry). But i think the highlight for the day was this:
Zettai Kareshi aka Absolute Boyfriend is sooooooooo addictive. I'm watching it online now. Maybe i should read the manga too. I wish I have an absolute boyfriend too! Like totally totally sweep me off my feet all the time. Then again, if he isn't programmed (read: not a robot), he wld make me angry and upset right? Then life wouldn't be balanced! Irony of it hmm =x Not that I'm complaining about Calvin! He's a real swtheart when he's not playing his psp or com or in a foul mood or emo-ing. Yes, I may not need to buy one now. I heard you ;)
Gossip Girls is next. =)
Couple of stuff before BKK. Catch ups, meet ups, itinerary planning, etc.
Today was sucha crazy one. Slept at 6am. Woke up with a headache. Forced myself to sleep till 1? Cancelled appointment =( Entertained myself online. Satisfied my craving- both carls junior's beef chili cheese fries and auntie anne's pretzel- thanks to my lovely dearest Calvin. I'm sorry that you had to walk a far bit but now you know where my actual bus-stop is. hee. Note to self: to improve my fire control when using butter to cook. Left the Apple cheese sausages and egg a little devalued. Unappetizing? I don't know, was it? ;P And maybe thank your lucky stars for the extra fries and the ride home too! Oh plus the games =D
My weekend was such a blast and eventful one which left me exhausted!
Friday- was the last paper and Phuture we were at. The usual 4s, plus Peiyi, Matthew, Jason and Calvin + his many many friends. Heineken, Hot and Sticky, AK 47 and alil Gin Tonic. Read previous entry on Sat 24th May.
Saturday- I drove for like the whole day. Home- Toh Guan- SIM- home- Calvin's house- Mom's office- Lavender Food Centre (for dinner) - Aljunied (to get ingredients)- Home Sweet Home. Driving escapade? More like madness huh?
Luckily for my trusty Oakleys that kept my eyes shaded from the shiny sun. Especially while I drive...
And when you're really bored while waiting for your mom to get done with her work in her office, you camwhore in the car! =) Just like me. BOREDOOM.
Sunday- Drove over to Parkway to meet Calvin and surprised Alex. Bought my rum. Snoozed over at Calvin's place. Had a nice dinner with his sisters and gf. 300 was censored. =( Left early to pick my dad up and left me crazy on the road (Read previous entry). But i think the highlight for the day was this:
The loveliest girl. You must be wondering why she's digging such a big hole in the sand right?? The answer is below:
The guy himself is a joker, i tell you. Shadow-play with his dog. Omg the videos are even more hilarious than the photos. ROFL.
I truly had the time of my life walking the dog tog. Well, the person who's walking the dog is the person who you owned (in owned on facebook!) haha.
Till the next time, ciaos.
Cherri~out
Appreciated ya dropping by my place and for the effort to come down. And the courage to even smile and try to converse with my parents. (:
Ai wo arigatou = thanks for your love <3
Monday, 26 May 2008
STAY CLEAR.
IT'S LIKE 12.50AM AND I'M TYPING THIS WITH A GLASS OF HALF-GONE MOUNT GAY RUM NEAT. (Btw cal, this rum tastes good. Share with you soon.) I JUST BOUGHT THAT BOTTLE WITH CALVIN TO MAKE TIRAMISU OKAY. AND ENDED UP DRINKING IT AS A START. AND SLIGHTLY BLASTING BREAK THE ICE BY BRITNEY SPEARS.
I'M SO PISSED OFF NOW. THE CAPS LOCK KEY ISN'T MY BEST FRIEND BUT I'M SO FRIGGIN ENRAGED. OH MY POOR KEYBOARD AS WELL- HITTING ONTO IT SO HARD MAY BE PART OF ANGER MANAGEMENT THOUGH NOT THE BEST.
HOW CAN ANYONE BE SO THICK-SKINNED?! I mean coming home feeling hungry is bad enough. Wanting to eat at 12am is not my kinda thing (Well, I try to most of the time at least). Sinful, you know. I thought of eating my milk pocky and found it missing. Okay fine, so I really expected the person to own up since everyone was in the living room. But NOOOOO. Of cuz my youngest sis defended her stand on not eating it. That was obviously left with my second sis. Crap. Okay fine. She tried to appease me with a i-pass-you-my-cuttlefish-you-can-have-abit-thing. SORRY I WOULDN'T BUY IT CUZ I'VE GOT MY CRAVING. I'm totally enraged.
Swallowed and cooled down after a meiji green tea ice-cream. And lotus paste bun. And cuppa milo dinosaur. I don't know why but i thought of looking for the liquor chocolate that was half eaten by calvin and i. No present for guessing it right. YES! IT WAS MISSING. AND AGAIN, SHE DIDN'T ADMIT. She just went down to 7-11 to get me a strawberry pocky (btw, i eat milk pocky much more than strawberry. I do eat the latter just really really seldom. I don't eat chocolate pocky. Weird for a chocolate lover?) and a Cadbury Crunchie. SORRY once again cuz i swore off that since secondary school. I had phobia of the honeycomb. Ate far too much last time. SORRY MONEY DOESN'T BUY EVERYTHING. Thanks for the thought. BUT I'M NOT APPEASED. I'M NOT FORGIVING YOU YET OKAY. NOT EVEN A "I'M SORRY". SHE JUST THREW THE STUFF ONTO THE COUNTER. WTF.
And i told Calvin that i would bring it the next time I go over to his place (sorry, many times already). This will never happen with the same bar of chocolate. Now's a BIGGER APOLOGY CUZ IT'S GONE LIKE SERIOUSLY NO MORE EVEN IF I WANNA SNEAK A TINY BIT OF CHOCO OFF THE BAR. RAAAARRRRRRrrrRRRRRrrRRR.
My youngest sis came to the fridge to find that her pack of milk also MISSING. WTF. TADAH. YOU'RE RIGHT- SHE TOOK OUR STUFF AND NOT MAKE A SINGLE NOISE. NOT EVEN AN APOLOGY. WTF WTF. IT'S REALLY KNNBCCB. (PS: This is the 2nd time in my ENTIRE life that i use this.)
SHE ALWAYS WARN EVERYONE NOT TO TAKE HER THINGS. SHE'LL DEMAND AND TELL US OFF AND TICK US OFF AND BE SUCH A TYRANT. THAT SNOBBISH THING. I DON'T WANNA SAY ANYTHING CUZ WELL, ONE CHILLI IN THE HOUSE IS ENOUGH. YOU DON'T NEED THE PERPETUAL SCREAMINGS OF 2 CHILLIS. I'M MORE MATURED TO BE A PEACE-MAKER THAN A HOUSE-DESTROYER. *Rolls eyes* THE WHOLE HOUSE WILL COLLAPSE. LITERALLY. REALLY. IT WILL SUCK BIG TIME TO BE EVEN HOME. YET SHE'S DONE IT AGAIN- SHE TAKES OUR STUFF AND NOT EVEN APOLOGIZE OKAY. UNREASONABLE HORRIFYING BITCH. WTF ARGH.
WHAT'S THE BEST THING? MY MOM CALLED ME A TROUBLEMAKER?! WTH. I WANTED TO EAT MY STUFF YET I AM THE TROUBLEMAKER HERE?! WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO?! THIS IS UTTERLY RIDICULOUS! THERE'S NOTHING MORE ATROCIOUS THAN THIS!!!! ARGH!!!!!!
It may seemed that i'm making a big fuss outta everything. But i've not made a single noise or complained for a long time. She'll take my candies, chocolates, food, everything. I don't want history to repeat itself. There're just food and it's good that they make you happy. Even if it's like half the bottle or container. Okay fine. As long as you're happy, i'm mostly okay with it. BUT IT'S LIKE 3 CONSECUTIVE ITEMS!!!! (It's just not my night really. I can't count now. Isit 3?) Somehow, it's pretty coincidental that I would think of the missing stuff huh? But this was really uncalled for cuz i'm really tired after a whole day and after a episode of damsel-in-distress just now. Alone to pick my dad up at some ulu bus interchange for the Malacca- Singapore coaches. OMFG.
Even thinking of the day's happening wouldn't help to calm me down. (i'll blog about it like later in the day; not now) This is really bad. Even repacking the fridge didn't help okay!!
Oh, I recalled another reason why i was a lil cross. I came back to find that she was on my pc. I asked her nicely if she's gonna be on the com for long doing her project-related stuff. SHE DIDN'T HAVE THE COURTEOUSY TO EVEN REPLY ME. Instead, gave me that shuddup-or-i-will-shove-the-mouse-into-your-mouth-look. AND SHE HAS HER OWN LAPPIE OKAY?!
I'm not usually that picky or choleric or fastidious. I'm infuriated at such indignantly disgusting attitude of hers!! - that I am almight and always right. Ultra big ego. Poor guy who's chasing her really. Pitiful souls. Okay, I admit that was pretty nasty of me. =x
I'M SO OUTTA MY MIND NOW. I'm trying to control myself. Ultra annoyed. This is far worse than I thought. Really.
Seriously, even if she buys me the exact same chocolate (that's if she actually know which one! cuz the chocolate was left boxless in the fridge), i will throw it back at her (since I foresee that she would 99% throw it at me/ onto the counter AGAIN. That 1% is her being seriously apologetic about it which i highly doubt- make it 99.9% to 0.1% then). I'm not being nasty cuz i have my reason. If you know me well enough, I'm a pretty sentimental person and it's really tough for me to let go of my possession cuz every piece of them mean something to me/ reminds me of the events linked to it. You get the drift. So that chocolate bar will mean a different thing altogether. Then again, why the hypothesis? Cuz it'll NEVER happen. She'll NEVER go the mile to make me that happy.
*Thinks* So why should i get her many stuff from BKK??- Oh I mentioned that I was going to get my sisters many things and that they would probably be thrilled! Why not make another 2 people smile and excited? Fine, no more list from her. Why should I even in the first place?
I think I'm too nice in general. That's why people take me for granted. I shall be a bitch. I shall be a pain in the ass fussy nitpicky or maybe a reticent snobbish ice princess. Maybe the latter sounds better. So i can save my saliva and breath. And save my energy for more productive events/ stuff. I shall be nice to those who deserves my nice-ness. Whahaha. It's an eye for an eye. So be nice to me and i'll only then be nice to you. Evilness!
Sorry Cal, I'll grab another bar of liquor chocolate. That was really yummy though.
On the other hand, I'll throw in the tiramisu okay? (: Wonder why i can still put that smiley face at the back when i'm still sooo angry. Be my guinea pig?
I'M SO PISSED OFF NOW. THE CAPS LOCK KEY ISN'T MY BEST FRIEND BUT I'M SO FRIGGIN ENRAGED. OH MY POOR KEYBOARD AS WELL- HITTING ONTO IT SO HARD MAY BE PART OF ANGER MANAGEMENT THOUGH NOT THE BEST.
HOW CAN ANYONE BE SO THICK-SKINNED?! I mean coming home feeling hungry is bad enough. Wanting to eat at 12am is not my kinda thing (Well, I try to most of the time at least). Sinful, you know. I thought of eating my milk pocky and found it missing. Okay fine, so I really expected the person to own up since everyone was in the living room. But NOOOOO. Of cuz my youngest sis defended her stand on not eating it. That was obviously left with my second sis. Crap. Okay fine. She tried to appease me with a i-pass-you-my-cuttlefish-you-can-have-abit-thing. SORRY I WOULDN'T BUY IT CUZ I'VE GOT MY CRAVING. I'm totally enraged.
Swallowed and cooled down after a meiji green tea ice-cream. And lotus paste bun. And cuppa milo dinosaur. I don't know why but i thought of looking for the liquor chocolate that was half eaten by calvin and i. No present for guessing it right. YES! IT WAS MISSING. AND AGAIN, SHE DIDN'T ADMIT. She just went down to 7-11 to get me a strawberry pocky (btw, i eat milk pocky much more than strawberry. I do eat the latter just really really seldom. I don't eat chocolate pocky. Weird for a chocolate lover?) and a Cadbury Crunchie. SORRY once again cuz i swore off that since secondary school. I had phobia of the honeycomb. Ate far too much last time. SORRY MONEY DOESN'T BUY EVERYTHING. Thanks for the thought. BUT I'M NOT APPEASED. I'M NOT FORGIVING YOU YET OKAY. NOT EVEN A "I'M SORRY". SHE JUST THREW THE STUFF ONTO THE COUNTER. WTF.
And i told Calvin that i would bring it the next time I go over to his place (sorry, many times already). This will never happen with the same bar of chocolate. Now's a BIGGER APOLOGY CUZ IT'S GONE LIKE SERIOUSLY NO MORE EVEN IF I WANNA SNEAK A TINY BIT OF CHOCO OFF THE BAR. RAAAARRRRRRrrrRRRRRrrRRR.
My youngest sis came to the fridge to find that her pack of milk also MISSING. WTF. TADAH. YOU'RE RIGHT- SHE TOOK OUR STUFF AND NOT MAKE A SINGLE NOISE. NOT EVEN AN APOLOGY. WTF WTF. IT'S REALLY KNNBCCB. (PS: This is the 2nd time in my ENTIRE life that i use this.)
SHE ALWAYS WARN EVERYONE NOT TO TAKE HER THINGS. SHE'LL DEMAND AND TELL US OFF AND TICK US OFF AND BE SUCH A TYRANT. THAT SNOBBISH THING. I DON'T WANNA SAY ANYTHING CUZ WELL, ONE CHILLI IN THE HOUSE IS ENOUGH. YOU DON'T NEED THE PERPETUAL SCREAMINGS OF 2 CHILLIS. I'M MORE MATURED TO BE A PEACE-MAKER THAN A HOUSE-DESTROYER. *Rolls eyes* THE WHOLE HOUSE WILL COLLAPSE. LITERALLY. REALLY. IT WILL SUCK BIG TIME TO BE EVEN HOME. YET SHE'S DONE IT AGAIN- SHE TAKES OUR STUFF AND NOT EVEN APOLOGIZE OKAY. UNREASONABLE HORRIFYING BITCH. WTF ARGH.
WHAT'S THE BEST THING? MY MOM CALLED ME A TROUBLEMAKER?! WTH. I WANTED TO EAT MY STUFF YET I AM THE TROUBLEMAKER HERE?! WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO?! THIS IS UTTERLY RIDICULOUS! THERE'S NOTHING MORE ATROCIOUS THAN THIS!!!! ARGH!!!!!!
It may seemed that i'm making a big fuss outta everything. But i've not made a single noise or complained for a long time. She'll take my candies, chocolates, food, everything. I don't want history to repeat itself. There're just food and it's good that they make you happy. Even if it's like half the bottle or container. Okay fine. As long as you're happy, i'm mostly okay with it. BUT IT'S LIKE 3 CONSECUTIVE ITEMS!!!! (It's just not my night really. I can't count now. Isit 3?) Somehow, it's pretty coincidental that I would think of the missing stuff huh? But this was really uncalled for cuz i'm really tired after a whole day and after a episode of damsel-in-distress just now. Alone to pick my dad up at some ulu bus interchange for the Malacca- Singapore coaches. OMFG.
Even thinking of the day's happening wouldn't help to calm me down. (i'll blog about it like later in the day; not now) This is really bad. Even repacking the fridge didn't help okay!!
Oh, I recalled another reason why i was a lil cross. I came back to find that she was on my pc. I asked her nicely if she's gonna be on the com for long doing her project-related stuff. SHE DIDN'T HAVE THE COURTEOUSY TO EVEN REPLY ME. Instead, gave me that shuddup-or-i-will-shove-the-mouse-into-your-mouth-look. AND SHE HAS HER OWN LAPPIE OKAY?!
I'm not usually that picky or choleric or fastidious. I'm infuriated at such indignantly disgusting attitude of hers!! - that I am almight and always right. Ultra big ego. Poor guy who's chasing her really. Pitiful souls. Okay, I admit that was pretty nasty of me. =x
I'M SO OUTTA MY MIND NOW. I'm trying to control myself. Ultra annoyed. This is far worse than I thought. Really.
Seriously, even if she buys me the exact same chocolate (that's if she actually know which one! cuz the chocolate was left boxless in the fridge), i will throw it back at her (since I foresee that she would 99% throw it at me/ onto the counter AGAIN. That 1% is her being seriously apologetic about it which i highly doubt- make it 99.9% to 0.1% then). I'm not being nasty cuz i have my reason. If you know me well enough, I'm a pretty sentimental person and it's really tough for me to let go of my possession cuz every piece of them mean something to me/ reminds me of the events linked to it. You get the drift. So that chocolate bar will mean a different thing altogether. Then again, why the hypothesis? Cuz it'll NEVER happen. She'll NEVER go the mile to make me that happy.
*Thinks* So why should i get her many stuff from BKK??- Oh I mentioned that I was going to get my sisters many things and that they would probably be thrilled! Why not make another 2 people smile and excited? Fine, no more list from her. Why should I even in the first place?
I think I'm too nice in general. That's why people take me for granted. I shall be a bitch. I shall be a pain in the ass fussy nitpicky or maybe a reticent snobbish ice princess. Maybe the latter sounds better. So i can save my saliva and breath. And save my energy for more productive events/ stuff. I shall be nice to those who deserves my nice-ness. Whahaha. It's an eye for an eye. So be nice to me and i'll only then be nice to you. Evilness!
Sorry Cal, I'll grab another bar of liquor chocolate. That was really yummy though.
On the other hand, I'll throw in the tiramisu okay? (: Wonder why i can still put that smiley face at the back when i'm still sooo angry. Be my guinea pig?
Saturday, 24 May 2008
love in this club.
hello world!
My exams have ended! Yayness?
I've NEVER gone outta exam hall early. I've always been determined to stay all the way even when I've got nothing much to write. Cuz I feel that there may be a possibility that ideas will generate eventually. PBF sucked. Not that it was super tough. It's just the lack of revision that caused such boo.
Well, lack of slp = attitude? Well, i guess i can handle that most of the times. Reassurance does help in times of need =) Thanks babe. Loveya.
Phuture was alright, i would say. Irritating guys. Argh. Wanted to smack them in the face. Rarrrr. But dancefloor was pretty packed. Not many good looking guys hahaha. Well, perpetual insufficient good looking ones in sg anw. Eye candies? Hardly to speak off. Well, but at least i kinda enjoyed myself. Thought i would drink myself silly tonight but i didn't. Alcohol is definitely a depressant. I see how my gfs get drunk/ tipsy when they are upset. Yet heineken, hot and sticky and AK 47 didn't get me that high which was pretty queer (with some help from my gfs).
And i cannot believe still that none of my gfs went LOW with me!! OMFG. I missed chelle there and then cuz she would dance with me. =( I'm talking abt gfs. not bf. hurhurhur.
Sitting by the river, drinking heineken was pretty lohmantic (like how hongming would ALWAYS say). I was told off by chelle for singing Say That You Love Me. Too emo for her then. (like of cuz it would be esp when she was enjoying her night with her darling yong!) It's pretty heartwarming to see Yong and Chelle so lovey-dovey. So sweet lar. Sorry for being a friggin bright lightbulb this evening. I think I would have lighted the whole orchard road with me. ahahaha.
Actually i didn't feel that ecstatic when i handed my script in. I just felt numb. Like it was just another day that has to go by. Oh wells. BKK here we come!! =D
Shall crash for two hours. Seeya in a while. Calvin's home, Toh Guan, SIM in my agenda. Whahaha. Dad's not in town and mom's letting me take the car. Yay. I can go cruising again. My driving escapade! muahahaha. love me hate me envy me? i'm just lucky sometimes. =D
Oh did i mention that my marmie is so cute? She didn't call me like how she normally would when i club. And the best thing was, on thurs night, she asked if im gg to club cuz it was my last paper on fri. She din nag at me instead she just told me that she doesn't like it. Hurhur.
This is kinda bad cuz it's becoming a habit. That i'll stay up till like close to 7 just to get online before i sleep. Well, the new lappie would be useful for me. somehow. I'm hoping to get new lappie and camera. YAY. whahahaha.
And new job = new prospects = income too. =) Good.
Ciaos. gdmorning world.
loving ya
cherri~out.
I think the guys learnt abit from me while conversing about bgr. Lol.
And it is peculiar but thanks for swinging me around ahaha. I think it was sweeeeeeeeet. Those moments were as though the entire world belongs solely to you both only. And that you enjoy even the demi-semi-seconds of them all. Those kinda times when you hope that time would stop for eternity. You get the drift. =p i'm nuts.
My exams have ended! Yayness?
I've NEVER gone outta exam hall early. I've always been determined to stay all the way even when I've got nothing much to write. Cuz I feel that there may be a possibility that ideas will generate eventually. PBF sucked. Not that it was super tough. It's just the lack of revision that caused such boo.
Well, lack of slp = attitude? Well, i guess i can handle that most of the times. Reassurance does help in times of need =) Thanks babe. Loveya.
Phuture was alright, i would say. Irritating guys. Argh. Wanted to smack them in the face. Rarrrr. But dancefloor was pretty packed. Not many good looking guys hahaha. Well, perpetual insufficient good looking ones in sg anw. Eye candies? Hardly to speak off. Well, but at least i kinda enjoyed myself. Thought i would drink myself silly tonight but i didn't. Alcohol is definitely a depressant. I see how my gfs get drunk/ tipsy when they are upset. Yet heineken, hot and sticky and AK 47 didn't get me that high which was pretty queer (with some help from my gfs).
And i cannot believe still that none of my gfs went LOW with me!! OMFG. I missed chelle there and then cuz she would dance with me. =( I'm talking abt gfs. not bf. hurhurhur.
Sitting by the river, drinking heineken was pretty lohmantic (like how hongming would ALWAYS say). I was told off by chelle for singing Say That You Love Me. Too emo for her then. (like of cuz it would be esp when she was enjoying her night with her darling yong!) It's pretty heartwarming to see Yong and Chelle so lovey-dovey. So sweet lar. Sorry for being a friggin bright lightbulb this evening. I think I would have lighted the whole orchard road with me. ahahaha.
Actually i didn't feel that ecstatic when i handed my script in. I just felt numb. Like it was just another day that has to go by. Oh wells. BKK here we come!! =D
Shall crash for two hours. Seeya in a while. Calvin's home, Toh Guan, SIM in my agenda. Whahaha. Dad's not in town and mom's letting me take the car. Yay. I can go cruising again. My driving escapade! muahahaha. love me hate me envy me? i'm just lucky sometimes. =D
Oh did i mention that my marmie is so cute? She didn't call me like how she normally would when i club. And the best thing was, on thurs night, she asked if im gg to club cuz it was my last paper on fri. She din nag at me instead she just told me that she doesn't like it. Hurhur.
This is kinda bad cuz it's becoming a habit. That i'll stay up till like close to 7 just to get online before i sleep. Well, the new lappie would be useful for me. somehow. I'm hoping to get new lappie and camera. YAY. whahahaha.
And new job = new prospects = income too. =) Good.
Ciaos. gdmorning world.
loving ya
cherri~out.
I think the guys learnt abit from me while conversing about bgr. Lol.
And it is peculiar but thanks for swinging me around ahaha. I think it was sweeeeeeeeet. Those moments were as though the entire world belongs solely to you both only. And that you enjoy even the demi-semi-seconds of them all. Those kinda times when you hope that time would stop for eternity. You get the drift. =p i'm nuts.
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