dead.

just kill me.

im not thinking.

i suffering from insomnia.

nth's of interest anymore. not even chocolate.

my bear is my best friend. my comfort (minimal to speak of).

no point trying to think, my brain's dead and so is my heart atm.

leaving myself alone (or in front of the tv) is not a good thing.

i feel drained.

i know i have to find myself. i know i have to reflect and think. but i dont have the energy to do anything already. i jus wanna lie in bed right now. slp and slp. and slp.

i feel like disappearing now. period.