curry rice was nice. lan was fun. but what's fun when your companion isn't one?

i wanted to type how much i enjoyed myself ytd... how much i enjoyed my day and night...

not tonight not tonight.

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lying on my sofa, dark it is. under my quilt, lonely it feels.

where's right here by my side when you need someone, but your bear?

i feel crappy, belittled it seems. though others see otherwise, the one who i cares for most doesn't.

im thinking hard on the repercussions, left and right... back and forth...

i wish God would hint to me.ie