And i died when you called me hopeless.

beautiful girls.

Sch's alright.

Realised how i haven't taken a photo in my lt yet... so...


It's Free and I before PBF lecture. =D

My godbro came to pick me up to visit jiejie and baby Ian. Lovely baby! =D
Dinner at LJS. Whahah... As promised ge, your photo!!

My lovely godbro.

Swensens' afternoon lunch deal... Auntie Annie's pretzels... Dinner zhi cha with yilin n freesia. Sat girls out with Carlyn. Next week no need to teach. I'm pretty free!! Yeah.

Don't understand some stuff in life. Guess what my dad said is pretty true. In life, there'll definitely be disappointments. Sigh, will you not be one of them again?

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 1:
See it started at the park
Used to chill at the dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Cause we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

Refrain:
See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy
(Repeat Chorus)

Verse 2:
It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)
(Repeat Refrain and Chorus)

Verse 3:
Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slightin'
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...

Suicidal... Suicidal...

laziness get the better of me

I'm sorry... Lazy to update at times. Life is different...

Alone.

Let's see...

On fri... Freesia and i went to Miss Clarity Cafe at Purvis Street for lunch! =D (thx Terri for directions)

Lovely food with lovely companion! =D

Drove. Taught. Gone MoS. Lest to mention the mega commotions later which I'm so unappreciative about.

The girls.

On sat, morning- Barely slept. Cabbed to Esplanade. 6km charity walk with mom & dad from the floating platform. MS Gloria Jean's new toffee drink is nice! Rained. Umbrella with mom. 328 katong laksa n nasi lemak. Home. Cabbed to vivocity. Tea parlour, wine exhibition n tasting then talk session with Salsa members. Fireworks at floating platform. Clarke quay's Macs for supper. Trained home. Talked. Slept.

Mommy, Daddy & the princess.

Sun- Early disturbance in morning. (sry to mention tt i was unappreciative for a disturbing start, kenny.) Taught. Valerie's home. Talked. Talked on the phone, light-hearted ending. Home. Family. Dined alone. =( Food. Snacked. Fruit tarts which caused me to cough again.

Mon- Tired. Late. Made my godbro waited for close to an hr! oops, sry ge! Changi village. Nasi lemak. Teh tarek. Biscuit. Changi terminal opp. Talk. Vivocity. Corduroy Candy. Chocolate factory. Candy empire. Jelly beans + Fox's yummy milk choco biscuits! =D Taught. Supper at simpang bedok. Talk. pc.

I wanna have macarons... yummy macarons... =(

Today... Slacker at home. I wanted to dye my hair. Put for too long... Now the colour is too light. Think my dad will make noise. Cuz i used to just highlight the strands. Streaks. Now's the whole head. Good golly.

I can't believe how irritating one can be. Sucker. I can't believe it. You alerted me how annoying I am. And how utterly obnoxious one can be. You, obnoxious. Yes. I know i am irritating. But annoying, you made me realised how drastic one can change. RarR.

Shades!

Went for try-out at therapeutic yoga. Not bad. =)

Lazy afternoon with Freesia. Still sick. Proven from the photos. =S Aching all over and swollen glands and all. ArgH.

At Orchard Road. Shades!!

My beef lasagne @ Pasta Cafe of Taka. Not bad.

@ Pasta Cafe.

I think it's the sucky lighting. >.<>

*Shrugs* I dno. ;) Still sick. Pale and all. Similar to bronchitis flu isn't sth to play around with. Sucks.

School's in tml. Party time after~ =)
Ciaos.

sick

Sweet lil' things in life.
Oh how i miss that life.
Where innocent minds we had
Uncomplexed they were.

Bronchitis flu. Body shut down. Slept the whole day off. And the nite off soon too.

I sleep.

nitez.

i found a reason... not.

Working is tiring. Falling aslp on the chair while thinking. >.<

Why doesn't anyone comment on my blog? So sad... =(

Am i too frank? Do i offend you ppl easily?

Oh I do believe
In all the things you say
What comes is better than what came before

And you'd better come come, come come to me
Better come come, come come to me
Better run, run run, run run to me
Better come

Oh I do believe
In all the things you say
What comes is better than what came before

And you'd better run run, run run to me
Better run, run run, run run to me
Better come, come come, come come to me
You'd better run

Melancholy, tears-rolling song. Touches my heart. What comes is better than what came before. Unsure. Drift. How far can i believe myself?

No Promises

It's kinda early now- 2.15am. Still gotta work tml! Visit me at parkway, baush & lomb roadshow. Contact lens, anyone? haha.

Sick i am. Seen the doc late last nite with my daddie. Sore throat, then fever, then flu. Diagnosis? Allegic irritation due to dry throat. Now mr sniffles is with me. *sniffs sniffs* *cough* Nonetheless, eventful today with lotsa travelling~

- POSB bank @ Bedok then Simei to do bank draft for UOL payment
- Tutor @ Tampines
- Driving @ Paya Lebar
- Buy new HP @ Tampines
- BBQ @ Yilin's place

See. =) Most photos are in the girls' hp. It was a lovely bbq. Short one, but nice to sit & catch up a lil despite our heavy commitments. =) This coming wk will be BUSY. Zouk on wed? Sat @ cheryl's? Sun annual BBQ @ cousins' place for bday celebration.

My new hp... The rose red one! So sleek & preeeetttttyyyy!! =D Exclusive to Singtel Customers only. Heh, used my mom's plan. See http://www.gsmarena.com/sony_ericsson_w660-pictures-1924.php

=D nice stuff. But camera is really disappointing! Compared to my old phone that i lost, this really sucks big time.

But, music rox. i miss portable music. i did sth real silly. I complained that e phone is soft, when the plastic is still over the speaker. whahaha!!

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high.
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight
...
I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

No promises by Shayne Ward.
Like what I said, any girl can just melt if a hunk sings to her. On the condition of not being tone deaf. The words are so sweet. Melt like chocolate in chocolate fondue.

Sigh, but words are still words. As it goes, action speaks louder than words. A guy can say the most nectarine sweet heavenly words to swoon the girl head over heels for him. But dash, hopes may be. Sometimes, i really hope this isn't true. Cuz you seem so swt, but u're critical. No one likes that, I reckon.

So will anyone sing this and mean this all to me? =)
i WILL die in ur arms...

PS: Oh Freesia, u know i will to you ;) loveya babe.
And yilin + cheryl too. But you both have guys waiting for you presently.

NItez,
cherri

Salsa

And so, 3rd day of sch. Shopping alone is alright, despite the bore. =) Vivocity is great. All that i need is there. WheE~!

Salsa has it's origins from Africa, developed as it is more in Cuba.
Salsa is SeXy. =D

Learn the basics last nite. Front, back and side. Weight shifts as you step. That's why the butt moving. Seemed like it but it isn't on purpose. It's because of the weight shifting. >_<

SeXy~

Cherri

firstday

First day of school.

Tired. With Freesia & Michelle. Then Freesia & Valerie. Library. Bitching talk. =)

Home. Exhausted. Tml- Sch from 12 to 6.30pm. Salsa class at 1915 at Tanjong Pagar. =D

Chill~

Cherri

Welcome to my life. peace.

Welcome to my life.

A new chapter of my life opens
Unfolds new mysteries it brings

Yes, it did. And will continue to. I wanna post photos! But my diaryland blog doesn't allow much of freedom or rather, it is time-consuming to me to painstakingly upload photos. Resize, upload on photobucket then link url. Omg. So now, it'll be photos for all to view, esp myself. My memories. Am afraid of my STM. That my mind will fail me. Figments…

Anws, the past 2 weeks have been fun. Learnt alot, though some the hard way. Here're the events:

My 20th bday celebration @ MoS 210707-

It was a small thing, sadly. Ended up with Yilin and Kenneth, Cheryl, Freesia and Hongming. No classmates nor other friends who called to inform me that they are sick and could not make it.

Sad cuz that’s all the friends that I had! (Then I was feeling that way, really.) Glad cuz I knew that these are the people whom I can rely upon. They’re there with me and there for me.

Hmm, other than the whoo haass… Well, drunken stupor. Not quite cuz I was still pretty aware of my surrounding. Silly me to down my drinks so quickly. Shouldn’t have done that despite my unhappiness, really. 2 rums, 2 shots then downed 3 i-don’t-know-what with hongming. Thanks yeah, swtie. And yes, there I ended in the toilet with Cheryl who couldn’t do anything to help me (except hearing “gimme me a while more”s). So she called for Hongming’s help. I slammed my head onto the toilet floor therefore the huge bump on the right side. Lady security came in and tried to get me out but to no avail. So yeah, Hongming came and carried me out. Oops. So embarrassed still, wouldn’t you? I remembered being carried out to the pavement. Taken care of by everyone. Coat with that nice Armani scent. Then a lot of commotions too. And Kenneth thanking taxi uncle many times. Then home I was with my sis and the rest carried and accompanied me back. My mom made me green tea. Felt even worse as my stomach seemed to just gave up. Terrible it was. Therefore, I promised myself never to get myself drunk no matter how upset I am. Especially when the number of blue-blacks that I had was far more than I can have a in yr!

Later did I find out much more about the happenings when I woke up and had a conference with the girls and also Hongming in another call. Freesia was tipsy high and talked far too much, making all irritated. Angers. No eye to eyes. Bumps. Bills. Omg.

Sigh. I feel strongly that God wants me to pass my life’s lesson on; learn it the hard way but spread it along the good stuff; lesson learnt.

XFXNR meet-up & my 20th bday dinner with family 220707-

Met xfxnr in Tampines. Ended up talking at Century Square’s foodcourt, eating dessert. Oh, and BK for ziting who kindly shared her food with me. Hurhur. Thanks girls for the present and card. You’re such dear sweethearts! =D Thanks babes- Zi Ting, Fei Ting, Nash, Yuhanis and Pei Mun. We hardly meet up =( We will soon yup, if ya reading.

Had dinner with my family at a Siglap’s restaurant which my mom claimed to have very good crabs. So-so only. But thanks so much for everything! =) Ever caring and pampering parents, lovely sisters and nana! For the photos and nohohons. Back home, cut the cheesecake my mom baked for her lesson. Lovelyy! =) Ang baos + $500 hp subsidy + 24 donuts from donut factory~

My parents din scold or told me off abt being drunk and had my friends to get me home. My mom was worried, I know. My dad told me how and when to stop drinking. My sisters were caring. All the night’s commotion left me speechless. Yet a lesson learnt. Learnt well.

Daddy’s bday in advance 230707-

Happy 48th bday, daddy~ We love you lotsa!

Nice wallet from my mom, nice spongy cake and lovely family. =D


SIM Bash @ Butter Factory 240707-

Freesia and I met Yilin for dinner. And Hongming too as he wanted his coat back. Had jap food at Ministry of Food. Hmm, 3 girls sharing a salmon bento with the hotpot rice which was better than the one at Sun with Moon. Lovely dessert to finish off! Meanwhile, Hongming had this red bean and 2 of this mochi looking thing that I always have over at my neighbours, Auntie Gloria and Uncle Mas’s place, during new year. It’s a jap tradition. And yes, I had the privilege to eat these ceremonial stuff since young. Seldom see them now, so yup. I do miss them much. And their dog, Kuro. Back then, I was young and had so much fun tog. Eons ago.

Anw, Yilin left us at The Central, leaving freesia and I to walk to Robertson quay. When we reached there, we got a nasty shock! No one! As in, there’s only like 10 ppl?! And the best thing is it was already 9.30? The stated time was 7. Goodness. Anw, we waited for Michelle to arrive before depositing our stuff into the locker. Can’t believe it’s 2 bucks. Anw, we sat and waited till 11pm++ before hitting the dance floor. There wasn’t any movement before. Gosh. Got pulled up onto the dance platform. Down. Danced. Drank lousy tasting vodka lime. Got surrounded by guys. Got asked by guys. Then in the end, went for supper at River Valley Road. Prata. With this 2 guys. New friends of Michelle. Hhaha. But the guy was nice to send all of us home though it equated to half of Singapore. Manual car, sped off like bullet train. Nearly concuss in the car. But, was nice. Lol. Not nice, fun. Heh.


College Day + Freesia & I @ MoS 280707-

Regretted cabbing to school. Lol. It started at 12.30 instead of 12nn as stated. So “prompt”. Anw, was in school to receive colours award. Band; participated in syf and got gold in 2005. Speeches were good by Ms Lai and GOH. Set minds thinking on wad to do for the school since point intakes dropped drastically from 18 to 10 in 5 yrs. People getting in are smarter. Ended earlier than stated. Left before reception. Went home, bathed and changed and got out to meet Freesia. Ate taco bell at funan. Quesidillas. Walked back to Raffles City cuz I wanted to get organizer for school. Prints has nice stuff. Starbucks & camwhore + bitching. Ooh. Walked to Clarke Quay. Reaching a tad early, we combed the bazaar. MoS. Camwhores. =D Tried to take creative pics but failed terribly. God’s sake. Photos taken in the toilet turned out the best! (Yilin’s opinion included!)

Vodka lime didn’t taste good. Think Free’s Vodka cranberry was much better. Danced and got surrounded by guys. Came a pair of malay guys who came along to hi-5 with the guys. And we thought they were a group. Till the Chinese “ringleader” got us to choose. We were like “What the?! Choose WAD?!”. Gosh. And so, when free wanna get away from the malay guy, he held her even tighter, refusing to let her go. Omg. Meanwhile, I so wanted help. And help DID arrive. OH, freesia was rather SO annoyed cuz I was smsing still. Hurhur. To hongming. She boomed, “If you want, he can come! Just stop smsing already LA!!” Anw, so a familiar voice we heard “Hey girls” and yes. Help arrived! Thank God, thank God. No more yours or mine. Phew. Ok, I’m guilty. Whaha.

Dance was good. Funny, laughters, smiles, crazy, relaxed, let loose, hang out. Just my dear girl, Freesia and I. And Hongming being bodyguard most of the time. =)

And yes, to Freesia, I did learnt not to be so hard upon myself. I WANNA GO BACK AGAIN TOO. Love it. Thank you so much for shaking me out of my nonsense uptight self. And got me to loosen up and have fun. See, I promised and promise I kept. I did have fun. You both were great. =) love ya. You taught me to live life like it should (or shouldn’t? =P) Oh, is your wart virus thing better? YES YES, I did enjoy myself. Whaha, sat again? ;) Addicts.~

Aye, forgot, must work on Sunday.

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I love slping. I’ve been slping late, waking even later. Oh, I dno how to survive when sch starts. And I am so not looking forward to it~ Sigh. =P

And yes, photoshop is foreign to me. But it wun be now. =)

“I learn new things every day.”
And will continue to say.
To be happy, I will.
To look back at my life and smile. =D

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At long last, done with photoshop. No editing of photos, just putting them tog. I like things the way they are- unedited. =)

Needa slp soon! Sch starts later at 12nn. Means, leaving home at 10.45am. Or i'll be late. Freak.

Ahahaha... =D cya.

Cherri