winner at a losing game.

by Rascal Flatts

Baby, look here at me
Have you ever seen me this way?
I've been fumblin' for words
Through the tears and the hurt and the pain.
I'm gonna lay it all out
On the line tonight.
And I think that it's time
To tell this uphill fight goodbye.

Chorus:
Have you ever had to love someone
That just don't feel the same?
Tryin' to make somebody care for you
The way I do
Is like tryin' to catch the rain.
And if love is really forever,
I'm a winner at a losin' game.

I know that baby, you've tried
To find me somewhere inside of you.
But, you know you can't lie
girl you can't hide the truth.oh noo
Sometimes two hearts
Just can't dance to the same beat.
So I'll pack up my things,
And I'll take what remains of me.

(CHORUS)

BRIDGE:
I know that I'll never be the man that you need or love
Yeah, baby it's killin' me to stand here and see
I'm not what you've been dreamin' of

(CHORUS)

Oh, oh, oh, if love is really forever
I'm a winner at a losin' game!

Oh, oh im tired of losin'

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It has this country feel, with very lovely beat and lyrics. wow. but i hear and looked outta window, of the bus and train and everything with the transparent thing. And i wonder what's it supposed to feel really. is it like this, or is it sth else? i kept thinking, but to no avail. i cant figure what i really feel. perplexed.

Watcha Say?

You feel better this way without us quarrelling?

Sure, the big time quarrels got me suicidal. But I miss the small bickers. Those tsks. Those eye-gorging replies/ reactions. I think i can cope with everything else that's in my path. Doctor advised exercise and better slping n eating patterns/ habits. And my parents don't know what im going through. Sisters know about me seeing the doc only. Jogs help me to relieve/ destress.

Blading with you makes me smile. I think alot after those sessions. It's nice to see you happily blading fast, carefree. Teases. Talks. And the nature helps me think a little better than urbanized parts of this small dot. I'm better now, the wounds on my palms are healing pretty fast (: no worries. next time, i'll get the guards so that i can try stunts more daringly! =D

_watcha say?_____________

[Chorus]
wha- wha- wha- wha- what did you say
Mmmm whatcha say
Ooh that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say
(Jason Derulo)
Mmmm that it´s all for the best?
Because it is

[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin´ to please myself (myself)
Girl I was caught up in her lust
When I don´t really want no one else
So no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn´t know what to do
But when I become a star we´ll be living so large
I´ll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say
Ooh that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmmm that it´s all for the best?
Because it is
Mmmm whatcha say
Ooh that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say
Whatcha say (whatcha say)
wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say?

[Verse 2]
How could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh what I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn´t clever
But me and you we´re meant to be together

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn´t know what to do
But when I become a star we´ll be living so large
I´ll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say
Ooh that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmmm that it´s all for the best?
Because it is
Mmmm whatcha say
Ooh that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say
Whatcha say (whatcha say)
wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say?


[Verse 3]
Girl tell me what to say I (say I)
I don´t want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin´
Tell me tell me what to say I (say I)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain´t right girl

Tell me tell me what to say I (say I)
I don´t want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin´
Tell me tell me what to say I (say I)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain´t right

[Hook]
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn´t know what to do
But when I become a star we´ll be living so large
I´ll do anything for you
So baby whatcha say!

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say
Ooh that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmmm that it´s all for the best?
Because it is
Mmmm whatcha say
Ooh that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say
Whatcha say (whatcha say)
wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say?

Evacuate the dancefloor.

Turn up the music
Let's get out on the floor
I like to move it
Come and give me some more
Watch me gettin' physical
Out of control
There's people watchin' me
I never miss a beat

Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cause it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cause it feels like an overdose
(Feels like an overdose)

Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
[Hey, Dr.DJ let the music take me underground]

Everybody in the club
Evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Everybody in the club
Stop, this beat is killing me
[Hey, Dr.DJ come burn this place right down to the ground]

My body's aching
System overload
Temperatures rising
I'm about to explode
Watch me I'm intoxicating taking the show
It's got me hypnotized
Everybody step aside

Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cause it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cause it feels like an overdose
(Feels like an overdose)

Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
[Hey, Dr.DJ let the music take me underground]

Everybody in the club
Evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Everybody in the club
Stop, this beat is killing me
[Hey, Dr.DJ come burn this place right down to the ground]

Come on and evacuate
Feel the club is heating up
Move on and accelerate
Push it to the top
Come on and evacuate
Feel the club is heating up
Move on and accelerate
You don't have to be afraid

Now guess who's back with a brand new track
That got everybody in the club going mad
So everybody in the back
Get your back up on the wall and just shake that thang
Go crazy, yo lady, yo baby
Let me see you wreck that thang
And drop it down low, low
Let me see you take it to the dancefloor, yo

Everybody in the club
Evacuate the dancefloor
Everybody in the club
I'm infected by the sound
Everybody in the club
Stop, this beat is killing me
[Hey Dr.DJ let the music take me underground]

Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
[Hey, Dr.DJ let the music take me underground]

Everybody in the club
Evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Everybody in the club
Stop, this beat is killing me
[Hey, Dr.DJ come burn this place right down to the ground]

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Stuck in my head. Upbeat maniac hurhurhur! =P

It's getting itchy here man! Go sleep, cherri, sleep!!

I had fun blading today. The peak of excitement? Nearly crashed into the huge board at the new skate park at ecp. thanks to calvin, he broke my fall before i fell. or i most prob would be having a broken nose now or ankle or so! thank you yo! =D and for the technical stuff on my lappie and mp3! =)) yay <3

cherri

Down.

Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control,

So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don't we run away)

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(LiL Wayne)
Even if the sky is falling down like she 'posed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, cause to me she zero degrees,
She cold, over freeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
Now can I be her soldier please,
I'm fighting for this girl,
On a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sendin arrows from above,
Don't you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
And honestly I'm down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

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Pretty sweet, aint it? (:

My girl.

I've got sunshine
On a cloudy day.
When it's cold outside,
I've got the month of May.

Well, I guess you'll say
What can make me feel this way?
My girl. (My girl, my girl)
Talkin' 'bout my girl. (My girl)

I've got so much honey
The bees envy me.
I've got a sweeter songThan the birds in the trees.

Well, I guess you'll say
What can make me feel this way?
My girl. (My girl, my girl)
Talkin' 'bout my girl. (My girl)

Ooooh, Hoooo.

Hey, hey, hey.
Hey, hey, hey.

I don't need no money,
Fortune or fame.
I've got all the riches, baby,
One man can claim.

Well, I guess you'll say
What can make me feel this way?
My girl. (My girl, my girl)
Talkin' 'bout my girl. (My girl)

Talkin' bout my girl.
I've got sushine on cloudy day
With my girl.
I've even got the month of May With my girl.

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i suddenly started singing this song.... well, for a lil while when im supposed to be pretty much trying to slp. cant help but wanna check out the whole lyrics you see... yay i can slp now.

xoxo,
cherri

Note to self

it's been an awful late night ytd. but what can i say for i found trouble myself.
i love how the thunder sounds- terrifying yet calming at the same time. For this is what i need. it's not a glamorous thing to say what happened last night but i wanna state it down to rmb. to look back. And afterall, to note to myself how ashaming i can be to myself, to those who love me, to those who care for me.

I don't want to lose someone who loves me just because of my stupor. It's not worth it.
I don't want to disappoint those who love me, esp Calvin, anymore than i have cuz it's all too silly.
I don't want to be trouble to those around me.

I wanna speak up more. I must learn to take care of myself more. I must never forget that drinking sorrows is not the best thing. And if im feeling unhappy, not to drink and club.

I must give more love care and laughter to those around me, not tears anger and disappointment.

And it's better to speak out cuz no matter how one looks, he is listening. It's better to face it than to keep it within me and drown it on drinking.

I need to grow up more. I need to be more independent and responsible.

I now know who to turn to talk as well. So, when i need to talk to someone (also means i need to speak up!!), i better turn to those who are genuinely concern.

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I've been stuck on this song for a while now... i guess it's worth a lyrics mention in my entry. i nearly teared while listening to it just now on the bus journey to town to meet alex brandon and ruth with calvin. had a gd time laughing but i know through everything, they are ppl i dn wanna trouble them everytime cuz they're a buncha nice concerned ppl. and it's not fair to them even so to have them take care of me. anw here goes...

Black Eyed Peas- Alive.

[ will.i.am ]
I got so much love
For you darlin' and i,
I wanna let you know how I feel

And its true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do,
I adore you
And its true girl
You make me feel alive ive ive ive 4x

[Fergie]
You said - you said - you said
That im the only one
You said that im your number 1
Now your gone and I feel numb
Tell me where do we go wrong
You are my best friend and boyfriend
Now its seems like you're my worst friend
I gotta do soul searching
Without you im a whole different person
I aint acting like I used to
I don't feel loved like I used to
It was your love I was used to
Why do I had to lo-lo-lo-lose
Your love your love your love
Your love is what it was
That have me feeling **bust**
***you are my true love***

[will.i.am]
And its true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do
I adore you
And its true girl

You make me feel alive ive ive ive 4x
Hey girl ur the only one
**must** be my number one
Now your gone I feel so numb
Tell me how do we go wrong
First friends then we became best-friend
You used to be my girlfriend
Now your my worst friend
Yeah I gotta do a lil soul searching
Without you im a whole different person

I don't even act like I used to
I don't even feel loved like I used to
I guess its your love that I used to
And I feel bad that I lose you
I get so many things that I wanna sa-sa-sa-sa...
I guess this mean that im missing you
Sorry for the things that I did to you
Im so lost without you

[will.i.am]
And its true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do,
I adore you
And its true girl

U make me feel alive ive ive ive 4x
I got so much love
...i adore u and its true girl
You make me feel alive ive ive ive 4x

[taboo]
So easy to fall in love with u
And all the things that u do
Baby girl ur so remarkable
So special, so wonderful
So special, so wonderful
So special, so wonderful

Baby girl ur so remarkable

Knock you down.

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

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The song's stuck in my mind after watching the mtv at calvin's place. it's so sweet. and so upbeat. it makes sense to smile while listening to it. Songs are my energy bar. They give me strength like how some people do cuz they influence you positively and you know it's good. you know it's just right to have them sink.

Sometimes you aren't the best source of positivity, but you give me strength to walk on the street and smile silly cuz i know that i can lean on you when i need someone. cuz i know that when i start my morning, i have you to smile and have you to smile back at. I appreciate them all. Thank you. and i love you, Calvin Phang <3

Time after time.

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick, 
and think of you 
caught up in circles confusion-- 
is nothing new 
Flashback--warm nights-- 
almost left behind 
suitcases of memories, 
time after-- 

sometimes you picture me-- 
I'm walking too far ahead 
you're calling to me, I can't hear 
what you've said-- 
Then you say--go slow-- 
I fall behind-- 
the second hand unwinds 

chorus: 
if you're lost you can look--and you will find me 
time after time 
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting 
time after time 

after my picture fades and darkness has 
turned to gray 
watching through windows--you're wondering 
if I'm OK 
secrets stolen from deep inside 
the drum beats out of time-- 

chorus: 
if you're lost... 

you said go slow-- 
I fall behind 
the second hand unwinds-- 

chorus: 
if you're lost... 
...time after time 
time after time 
time after time 
time after time 

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This song suddenly played in my head, i've no idea why. But it's a meaningful song. Period.

Food time. =P

No boundaries.

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

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I tried lucky by jason mraz on guitar on friday night. tried a lil of love story by taylor swift too. but i think i'll go improve on lucky first cuz the chords are easier and my fingers aren't too constricted for a beginner. Some chords really requires my whole hand lar. like 5 or 6 strings to be pressed down. but normally ppl use only 4, no thumb wad. and they are very far away. aiyah i also don't really know how to play that, i'll probably go ask my sis soon lo. IM and EOE on wed and thurs. i'll try studying forr eoe but i think if i really cannot grasp the concept then no choice but to let go. I wanted to try for eoe after cf paper sucked. i left 20mins earlier. anw that's that.

after exam activities~ lots! First, thurs to sat is my salsa chalet. fri wanna go phuture will freesia. sat is alex's bday party. following sat, siti's bday party. the rest of the time would be for work cal family. hmm yup 22yrs old this year already. must make a mark for a start (:

still... go get back on track for dancing. guitar. cook. TAN. jog. blade. food-hunting.

Went prawning with cal and friends last night. so happened that my dad and terri were gg too. hahah sea water prawning seemed more efficient by hand. lol so paiseh but fun. when the prawns swim near, KOP! lol apparently im good at it. at last, i found another talent! ;) BBQ-ed the prawns omg SWEETNESS! the freshwater prawns got BBQ-ed with salt. nice!! =D Know-It-All on facebook sucks. =( i feel zero general knowledge. bleahs. wad mythology, norse, abt singapore (which im kinda bad at omg not singaporean can!) anw you can find so many different tests la. 

No boundaries has nice meaningful words. (: short and sweet.

hahha i just got my collagen water, Pokka's with peach flavoured. i was *complaining* about insufficient intake in my diet. my skin's taking a super long time to recover and all. sadded. okay, shall head back to IM with collagen drink and crispy m&m (: nanina. i hearts IM (for now *winks*)

cherri~

Love Story - Taylor Swift

We were both young, when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I’m standing there, on a balcony of summer air

I see the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello, little did I know…

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don’t go…
And I said…

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess,
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet, because we’re dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh, Ohhh

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
But you were everything to me
I was begging you, please don’t go…
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it’s real
Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh, Ohhh…

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me, I’ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting, for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don’t know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said

Marry me Juliet, you’ll never have to be alone
I love you, and that’s all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It’s a love story, baby just say…yes…
Oh, Ohhh… Oh, Oh, Ohhh…
We were both young when I first saw you.

I've got this song stuck in my head. I'll learn how to play this on guitar.

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/love_story_crd.htm

after my paper later. (: i think the song darn sweet leh. hah.

laters!

That's when i <3 you

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you 
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly

And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you 
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you 
No matter what

lucky

Make me fall in love with you over and over again...

Will you?

They don't know how long it takes. Waiting for a love like this. Every time we say goodbye. I wish we had one more kiss. I'll wait for you I promise you, I will.


On a side note,
Singapore International Salsa Festival (SISF) held on 24th - 26th October 2008 at Downtown East was such a great event. I enjoyed myself alot despite the lethargic me. Workshops start at 0930 and end at 1700. Night party and performances start again at 2000 and end at 0300. Yes, it's crazy but fun kinda crazy. I din manage to stay till that late for the 3 nights. But i cant wait to attend next yr's (: yay. thanks for the lovely companionship.

My Baby You

As i look into your eyes
i see all the reasons why
my life's worth a thousand skies

you're the simplest love i've known
and the purest one i'll own
know you'll never be alone

[chorus:]my baby you
are the reason i could fly
and 'cause of you
i don't have to wonder why
baby you
there's no more just getting by
you're the reason i feel so alive

though these words i say are true
they still fail to capture you
as mere words can only do

how do i explain that smile
and how it turns my world around
keeping my feet on the ground

[repeat chorus]

i will soothe you if you fall
i'll be right there if you call
you're my greatest love of all

[repeat chorus]

arianna i feel so alive

Sometimes When We Touch

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

Chorus: **And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides**

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

**chorus**

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

**chorus**

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Shadings that i like to do- to keep my mind relaxed.




The lyrics of the song is really sweet and i hold it dear...


And somehow i really like this snapshot.

And i loved that moment cuz you're sooo sweet and you made me feel so so special. and i would have melted right there and then if the spotlight wasn't on us. (as from fb) And no one will ever understand how i feel then but i hope you do. cuz no one can steal that feeling from us, no money can buy that priceless memory. and then, i wanted to give ya a biggg hug. trigger happy.

Sitting at my favourite coffee place
On a Sunday afternoon
Sipping my latte; watching faces
Thinking will this all end soon.

Lyrics from the latest song
Beautiful as it may seem
Got me pondering if I’m wrong
When will I awake from this dream.

I really want the best for you. Happiness and memories cannot be replaced.

Life is a rollercoaster with its ups and downs.
Without the ups, we feel low.
Yet without the downs,
We’ll not appreciate the good times.

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides... ...

Built to last.

Built To Last- Melee
I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.

Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
Considered the best when we've felt the worst
And most of all it's built to last.
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My trolley of snacks =p
Snacks haven!!


Pocky- my new love!
Some of the Pocky products that i adore...
Not in the picture- Milk, pizza, strawberry and dessert pocky =D









I like the blurry nostalgia effect.









A day at home. After eating the whole house for the past few days =x





I'm thinking about plans for my 21st birthday. My dream is to have a poolside party. Can you believe it? Not chalet, not hotel. But a poolside party with my friends, enjoying some fun and good time tog. The latter wouldn't be too tough. It's the former that is the biggest challenge now. Where to find a pool to hold a party? =x I'm weighing the pros and cons for the options now. Apparently my house is too small to invite many people. HmPhH!! It's 3 weeks more to my big day. ShEesH. Thinking thinking thinking. Oh well, we'll see about it.

i miss you. do you miss me too?

My valentine.

If there were no words

No way to speak

I would still hear you

If there were no tears

No way to feel inside

I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart

Until the end of time

You're all i need

My love, my valentine

All of my life I have been waiting for

All you give to me

You've opened my eyes

And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before

In my dreams i couldn’t love you more

I will give you my heart

Until the end of time

You're all i need

My love, my valentine

And even if the sun refuse to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart

Until the end of time

Cuz all i need

Is you, my valentine

You're all i need

My love, my valentine

~*~*~*

(:
♥ you

Say it again.

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

Say it again
Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight

The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life
Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again (x9)

When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again
Ohhh...Ohhhhhh

♥♥♥

Say it again by Marie Digby.
Lovely song and lyrics. Not rnb.
Swooned. Esp the bridge!
It's my latest sing-a-long song, replacing way back into love. hurhurhur.
One more week and i'm done. Three more weeks and i'm off in a foreign land. Yay. (:

Interesting how friendships started. Seriously, God has His way of being creative. For you to meet people in the weirdest ways. And friendships to blossom into something lovely. Someone to chat and share with, someone to pour your sorrows at, share your laughters and happiness, rant and rave and gibberish and all. All I wanna say is a big Thank You! More to come! ;)

I'm s'posed to be studying yet FB's typing test is pretty addictive. Till i surrendered at 64wpm. I'm so WOLS. Argh. Mobs isn't as addictive as writing on walls still. hee.

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind <3

when you look me in the eyes.

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more,
I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go

Cause when you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

withyou remix!

[Karina Pasian:]
I need you boo, (REMIX!)
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight

[Chris Brown:]
I need you boo(ooh!)
I gotta see you boo (yeah)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight

[Verse 1: Chris Brown]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you a stunna
Hot... lil figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And...Ooh, little cutie
When... you talk to me
I swear... the whole world stops
You're... my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind and...

[ Bridge ]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and...
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
Cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And...

[ Chorus ]
Oh! I'm into you,
And girl, No... one else would do,
Cause with every kiss
And every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I... know I can't be the only one,
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feel...
What I feel when I'm
with you [x5]
Girl...With you [x5]

[Verse 2:]Oh Girl!
[Karina Pasian:]
Baby boy you know I feel the same,
I'm so caught and I can't explain how
Your smile and touch
Brightens up ma day,
You give me strength to
Push my fears away,
So you don't gotta worry,
You know I care for you,
I know you down for me,
I trust that you won't lie,
Cause ain't no other guy that
Can make me feel like you do,
You're my everything yeah

[Bridge:]
Cause I just need you,
I don't need money,
I don't see cars
Boy you're may all and...

[Chorus:]
Oh! I'm into you,
And boy, No... one else would do,
Cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I... know I can't
Be the only one,
I bet there's hearts all over the worldTonight,
With the love of their life who feel...
What I feel when I'm
With you [x5]
Boy...With you [x5]
Yeah y-yeah

[Bridge 2:]
[Chris Brown:]
And I...Will never try to deny,
That you are my whole life
Cause if you ever let me go,
I would die...So I won't front,

[Karina Pasian:]
I don't need
No fancy offers,
Just be real with me,
That's all am asking,
Cause if I ever get lost
To find my way home,
I need to trust your love
To guide my way

[Chris Brown:]
I need you boo, (hey!)
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Woo Ooohh... Yeah~

[Karina Pasian:]
They need it boo, (they need it)
They gotta see their boo, (whoa oohh whoa)
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight

[Chorus: Chris Brown]
Oh! I'm into you,
And girl, No... one else would do,
Cause with every kiss
And every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I... know I can't be the only one,
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feel...
What I feel when I'm
with you [x5] Girl...

[Karina Pasian:] With you [x5] Ohh... With you [x5]
With you [x5] Ohh... Only with you Hey y-yeah

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I think it's SO sweet...

Thanks to Michelle's recommendation. But the first time i heard the song on her ipod, i was nearly into tears. I couldn't finish listening to the song. It was my down then. But such lovely song... (= Yall enjoy it too. love.

My day was alright. At jurong point as surveyor for pizza hut. lol. :) But my nasal cavity is swollen or sth. It's causing a really bad headache and the worst-- i can't taste. Lunch, dinner and everything!! I can't. :(

Shall go rest early. First time taking so many panadol down in 4 hrs. sad.

withyouuu...

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner,
and I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and

Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and

You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do
'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my all

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...

Oh girl I don't want nobody else
Without you there's no one left then
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shawty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
To be your everything

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my all

Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...

Yeah
And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
ohhh(girl) With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
ohhh With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Baby yeah