macs

Fancy blogging in macs with this wireless@SG thing. lol. And sundae. Talk abt sundae, went for dinner with Yilin and Freesia last nite at the italian restaurant at the airport. Lasagne was good. Jus pricey. Had fries with mcflurry for dessert. Lol. Sat had dinner with family at Long beach to celebrate my sisters' bdays. But was a lousy dinner anw. sigh.

Feels pretty dumb. Anw, my batt isn't helping- 7mins left.

One and a half hr of driving jus now sucked. >.<>

7.15am once more tml. This time round in the circuit. Boo. Wednesday...!

Tues- 12.30am:
My comp went into hibernation jus now. Lol. Oh wells... My sister is one lucky ass. Gosh, fancy having a 390 bucks coach bag (discounted!) AND close to 2 grand dSLR. The green eye monster has caught me. =( Who wouldn't, then again? Talk about being pampered. MY bday ang pows were nothing near her presents. =( sob sob. And finally, my digicam will be back with me, after being misused, spoilt and "well" taken cared of, now being disposed off her "asset" list. Booooo!!

Rants rants rants... I'm full of rants. Too much to think of for this lil brain and frame. Relatively. Driving, work then dinner appt (oh, and the mgm that i am not able to attend =( ). Wed is the BIG thing. Omg. Pamela, Jun, Freesia, Hafiz and Huiyi. Soon to be Michelle and I. Yesyes? Oh great, here the ranting machine starts all over again. Oh, at least the trip up and down parkway wasn't wasted. Sherri liked her present. Heehee. *To whom this concerns: "So, idea for your next girlfren? ;)" Thanks for listening to my rants... and more rants. Getting things off the chest takes a LOOOOOOONG time.

Once more, the weather this morning was threatening... Din swim =( So SAD!! ArGh.

And, burning my wkends by running errands with mommy has burnt me out badly! i'm freaking tired out!! talk about lack of rest..and sleep!! And this is so not helping when it's 1.15am alr.

And what's with families and their new teles? HD TELES?! Mine's the sofa. hurhur. And soon, my new additional desk, hopefully! *evil laughter*

OH wells, gotta be up early. Will have to tuck in soon, after my bath. Muahahha. Love.

My 6am alarm.

Addicted to ice-cream. Having it EVERYDAY. Nearly every meal. Talk about sweet tooth. Perpetual. boo.

cherri~ out. Had this photo taken during a mtg. For some SRC stuff. Lol.

Busy days

And so, finally tried Fisherman's Wharf which is located opposite The Central. For those who still doesn't have a clue, it's at Clarke Quay.

Pretty interesting place to hang out in for a hot, humid mid-sunday afternoon. A plus point for a good company to chill out with! ;)

<- This is the cream dory and chips. The chips are cut from potatoes, not those pre-packed kind. The taste is lovely, more potato-ey. More importantly, the fish!- which is lovely. Dory fish has the creamy taste and soft texture. Goes well with the homemade tartar sauce they have. =D The flour they used to fry the fish with doesn't leave your mouth with the oily feeling. And the best is... the cream dory and chips/ fries + drinks is only $6.50. Reasonably priced for sth lovely. There are other fishes available at different prices. The stock-sth mash potato is tasty too. Buttery taste that i like. ;) Malt vinegar with the fish is a must, btw! whaha, Cherri's tip for those who likes the slight sour taste with it. Brings out the lovely smell of the fish, actually. hee. =D I'm gg back for more MORE.

Talk abt fish.. Butter salmon is nice. Hahah.. My style. ;)

Cherri's recommandation... Morinaga's milk caramel candy. whhaha. For a lil more than a dollar, the traditionally looking pack of candy is really nice. =D Used to be able to find it in Isetan @ Orchard. Not now. But available in the basement of The Central, in this jap shop. YummY yUmmY jap stuff! Whahaha.

And yes, 124+ 24 = 156. That's in MY answer book. Yes. "Why you go and times it?!" Free laughed out loud. Omg. faints. Matrix is like easy. Easy for me to get all careless, more like it! >.<>

TP is in a wk's time. Wow. That's pretty fast, isn't it? ;) And i striked a kerb in the crank course. Sth new. Hmm. Places i wanna drive to. Hee. =) Let's see... Supper drives, taking frens for spins, midnight breathers, fishery port.

Oh wells. Pbf test wasn't THAT bad. NPV, IRR and theory part. Aiyah.

Ice cream and simpsons is a great combi too. ;)

Sisters' bday dinner this sat. So is e sports dept outing @ sentosa. And swimming. Soon to be my new habit. Yay.

A photo of Terri and I... Went out for dinner with mom and dad after picking my dad up from the airport. ;)

She doesn't look older than I, does she? Cuz i get that qt alot. Acks.
Alrights.

Cherri, out~

deathjob.

I fell. Lucky for the girls' support. Or I'll be on my butt. Gosh, thanks to my boss. Salsa... Death job. Cool stuff yup. hurhur.

Lunch @ Fish n Co. with my buddy, Kaiyan. Seafood Platter, garden salad, soup and mussels! Wheeeee!! =D

Food galore! HAHAHA... Sat was bbq @ my cousin's. GOSH. Yummy! Good food, my mom's lovely good food. Sunday had prawns. Today too. Hurhur. ;)

My week started off real bad... Family prob... Sigh. But thanks to the support, Jun. =)

Busy week ahead... yup... Drivin drivin... =)

BleAhx.

Driving sucks for now.
What else can i say?


Handball was fun. Serene centre is pretty empty. Island creamery's banana split is nice.

Time spent with ppl i love... i care... Thank you.

Some photos to offset the past lousy days...

The twist that spoilt my photo. redhairband. xD and the ice cream.

The cherri with the cherry.
(from the black forest cake. >.<)

Pretty tired out now. 2.30am. crap. music, chatting, poa is gd. nahx...jus poa to figure out.
=(

Flashbacks

Flashbacks, we all have...

There are things we wanna share, yet flashbacks are memories that belong to us solely. It's just a matter whether we wanna share with others only.

Flashbacks and memories have pleasant and unpleasant ones. Most of the time, it's whether we wanna get engrossed thinking about them all. They make us smile, inevitably, they make us cry or yearn too. Reminiscence- we think back- makes us smile for they did happen to make us strongerand for us to learn our lessons. Yet more importantly, makes us who we are now. It's really a part of growing up and getting wiser.

Maybe the flashbacks ARE holding me back, preventing me from moving forward and it's the wall that i have around me. Preventing me from getting hurt. Sheltering me from the evil world out there. I wanna move on too. But reservations there are. It is comforting to know there are many who care for me. One more better than one less. Emotional baggage? Maybe. I can't seem to see far. Perhaps it's just that I don't dare to anymore. I really don't know at times what matters to me. There isn't any other way to put across in this state of mine now. Lack of sleep doesn't help either.

You asked if i have any expectation out of this. I can only tell you, I don't; I try not to. I probably took the extreme lesson from my past- not to have any expectations. Other than one. And that is happiness- For myself, for those around me. Priority is what we have in difference. Thinks- Friends vs family. Friends vs acquaintances. Me vs you.

I wanna be carefree; be happy; be worry-free. That's about all. Oh, and to pass my TP! And to pass maths test later. To have my tuition kids do well. To have everything run smoothly in council work and my roadshow work. To have you all reading this, happy!

Learns...

I learnt today...

Tough times don't last, tough men do!

What doesn't kill you, can only make you stronger.

Today isn't my day. Well, sleeping late and waking early isn't the best combination one can start her day with. Circuit driving was lousy. School was incomprehensivable. Tuition lessons were torturous. The kids don't seem to wanna attend lesson, while the parents are just concerned and worried.

Burning my weekends for them too. Sat AND Sun.

Looking forward to Salsa later... To zouk on fri... To Chinatown and celebration. Sweet...
Oh, to cousin's bbq on the 13th.

Not looking forward to waking up zombified to teach on sat morning, back to back tuition session. Good gracious. Oh, and fri's maths test. Esp when i'm not prepared.

I want my chocolate... but 1 month, that's all i give.

Needa study soon!! But i can't seem to find the time. CRAP.

Jun: Thanks for the company.
Kenny: Thanks for the always quotable you. Please don't get too emo at times. Cheers =)

Right... Always restless me... okok...

Cherri, out~

thinks.

We take our steps forward. then backward.
Reservations. Emotional holdbacks.
Flashbacks. Cut-off from all others- my flashbacks. my past. my memories. Jus mine.
It's difficult to totally trust again. Like totally entirely.

For one more day... ...

Ice-creams... chocolates... yum.
Circuit: S- course, crank course, slope and directional change. I detest the slope.
Salsa is getting more fun each lesson. Shines... Susie cue... basics... turns... spins... twirls~

Jun: Grats on getting your license on ur first attempt! =D Sunday yup.
Alex: Thanks RaRr... MEow. Thanks for care n concern. Really appreciate it.
Free: One more week till your first attempt in driving. Pass!! xD
Yilin: Friday nite fever! WheE!! You, free n i~ =) Sorry, can't have dinner with you girls. I'm packed this week. REally packed~! next wk! =)
Kaiyan: Buddy! Maybe Sat can catch up with u, if no one (*winks* hints) wanna book me oki?
Kenny: Thanks for your book... Saw your lil card. you, me... thanks. You are special too. =)
Daddy: Congrats to ur lucky no.! Yay!! =)

1st oct

It's the 1st October. Some special days we all share on this very special date.

It's Childrens' Day! 20 years old isn't too old. Neither is it young to celebrate this occasion. Bleahx.

It's a special number that a close friendship is attached to. =)

It's a lovely day to start my first circuit driving on. Hurhur.

That's to start my day on a bright side. Whee!! Tutoring a sec 2 kid isn't that bad. Looking forward to my extra salsa practice after tuition. =D Yay.

PSLE starts on wed, 3rd oct. eeee... oh well. =(

Library is a conducive place to SLEEP in, especially for sleepy me to doze off in. Boo.

Cold, ice princess. Me dao? Me unfriendly-looking?? Hurhur. Hard to believe? Tell me!