Knock you down.

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

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The song's stuck in my mind after watching the mtv at calvin's place. it's so sweet. and so upbeat. it makes sense to smile while listening to it. Songs are my energy bar. They give me strength like how some people do cuz they influence you positively and you know it's good. you know it's just right to have them sink.

Sometimes you aren't the best source of positivity, but you give me strength to walk on the street and smile silly cuz i know that i can lean on you when i need someone. cuz i know that when i start my morning, i have you to smile and have you to smile back at. I appreciate them all. Thank you. and i love you, Calvin Phang <3

=( i think my mp3 player is dead.

Saturday.

Today's pretty eventful with Calvin though it started late!

I shall keep it short cuz my lappie's batt is low.

Firstly, Thieves' Market at Sungei Road is quite interesting as you see many antiques and old school stuff. But i scared. =\

Next, we headed to Sim Lim Square to search for LED calculator that his dad's looking out for. Went through levels and shops but to no avail. Hey, it's been many years since i've been there and yea, update myself with the situation in there.

Went off to have soya bean milk and egg tart, also butterfly at Rochor Soya Bean. Ha! Thirsty quenching it was! (:

Took a bus to Clarke Quay and Mojito Fiesta we headed to. With a cup of Mojito on hand and sugarcane to indulge in, music was pretty good to start off with. Heh, we left after a dance for me (: Went to walk a lil in the basement of The Central cuz it was 2130 already and not much left to see. In Singapore, on a saturday night seems to be either Club, movie or sleep? =p

Bus 12 took us to Iluma. Wanted to check out Marvel Slab but it wasn't open for business yet. Anyway, I Love You, Man was a pretty nice movie to watch. A good change of thriller/ action genre. Had a good laugh throughout the show! =D Such a AwWw show.

The last bus 12 left so 197 and walk back to his place. We cycled out to Cold Storage to get ingredients for later after much discussion with Stephanie. Quite a bumpy ride man. Okay, shall sleep and wake up and help in breakfast. Will do dinner later at home (:

Gnite world. cya laters.

HAPPY DADDYS' DAY! Love you daddy. and you too, cal. <3

it's my-lazy-friday-therefore-i-stay-in day. yay.

hungry.

Wow i can't see how come i'm so hungry. I came home and within an hour, i had:

• 1 glass of milk
• 1 bar of toblerone
• about 5 spoonfuls of potato chips
• 6 slices of aloe vera dipped in condensed milk

I had dinner!! i had 5 meals for the day already and im still hungry omg i'm a growing pig adolescent.

it feels weird and seems a long time since i slept in my own bed. Seems. anw a long week behind. a longer wk ahead. an early day later. lack of sleep again. boo!

mambo next wk anyone? zouk's mambo anniversary wha.

gnitez world.

Bear bear has a place on my bed. and this bear has sth special in my life as well. (sorry for stitch counterpart but this picture is like awesome lar.)

It's not the OMG-it's-so-cute kind, but it's definitely adorable. i carried it on the streets leh- not embarrassed, just shy but feel loved kinda way.

we were unhappy/ pissed/ whatever at each other in the day. but im jus glad we're better now.

anw i gtg turn into bed now. a new day ahead! toodles.

i love you.

Time after time.

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick, 
and think of you 
caught up in circles confusion-- 
is nothing new 
Flashback--warm nights-- 
almost left behind 
suitcases of memories, 
time after-- 

sometimes you picture me-- 
I'm walking too far ahead 
you're calling to me, I can't hear 
what you've said-- 
Then you say--go slow-- 
I fall behind-- 
the second hand unwinds 

chorus: 
if you're lost you can look--and you will find me 
time after time 
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting 
time after time 

after my picture fades and darkness has 
turned to gray 
watching through windows--you're wondering 
if I'm OK 
secrets stolen from deep inside 
the drum beats out of time-- 

chorus: 
if you're lost... 

you said go slow-- 
I fall behind 
the second hand unwinds-- 

chorus: 
if you're lost... 
...time after time 
time after time 
time after time 
time after time 

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This song suddenly played in my head, i've no idea why. But it's a meaningful song. Period.

Food time. =P

facebook.

I just started playing Fish Wrangler and Mousehunt on facebook after looking at how Calvin has been on both of them for the longest time that I've known. These games must have some fun in them to captivate his attention. Okay, I'm quite stuck in front on the lappie right now cuz I'm reading about the games. They are passive games so basically I'm gonna be stuck to 15mins intervals. Lol the cute pictures of the mice and especially the fishes got me pretty excited about it but i really don't know how long i can last on them. It takes alot for a game to have me hook onto them for long. Then again, I think Fish Wrangler has a higher chance of getting me stuck onto it longer than Mousehunt.

Monster vs Aliens in 3D was slow moving, so slow that i actually dozed off for a while and Calvin to sleep for quite a bit. If it's not 3D, i think i would have slept longer. Really. 5 of us at Cineleisure and all agreed that other movies would have been a better choice. Oh wells.

Okay, I've just sounded the hunter's horn and I am going to change and koonz. goodnights world.

cherri~

PS: Fish in 7.6mins! I can change, brush teeth and fish. then technically, switch off and sleep for 6 hours before waking up for a brand new day.