sometimes.

Sometimes i wish time can stay and stop when we are all happy and dainty.
Sometimes i wish time will fast forward when things are really unhappy or upsetting.
Most of all, i wish times will stop and shoot a pic of us looking at each other in the eyes, 

Knowing that we have each other when things are down. 

Knowing that at that very moment, love is spelt h-a-p-p-i-n-e-s-s cuz it's only you and i in the formula.

xoxo,

cherri

To my dearest.

You are damm right when you said that what we're having now is godsent.
For the ups and downs we went through, we have each other.

Thank you for being my pillar of support,

Be it in my high times and especially my times of low.

Appreciative i am of all that you've done for me,

I definitely hope it is likewise too.

We laugh at one another,

We grow and learn from each other too.

Of happy times, 

Emphatic strengths we give each other

Of anger and sadness,

Imperative lessons we draw from them.

Goals we set are meant to be achieved.

Dreams are there for us to realize.

Determination and support together,

We are what we believe, we will and we will.

Jiayou baby. I believe in us, don't you too? (:

Piny! ;)

Life.

Through it all, life is but a bed of roses.

People of different colours and beliefs.

Deep inside i know that i don't live to regret,

For i am true to you and myself.

Giving others chances seems fair,

The only is yet myself.

Being strong is eminent,

Weather through life sometimes i falter.

Thankful i am to those who are there for me,

For i am there as they are for me.

Blessed are those who give happiness,

Sharing and spreading joys and hopes.

Short of a stanza?

Yes it is, i am.

But truly and surely,

You get my meaning.

(: peace.

keyboard.

Hmm... I didn't really wanna blog. but i'm doing so cuz... i wanna type using calvin's lappie. keyboard makes typing a breeze! Well, comparatively haha. Anw, Knowing was what we caught just now at The Cathy. Didn't like the ending, if you ask me. What whispering people. Aiyoh. It made Christianity look bad. =\ The Holy Spirit to some, is already pretty creepy. And now, this. =S

Anyway, hearing the wind through the gaps of the window pane reminds me that im not home and i really hope someone closes my window just in case it rains. And i really think it will, looking at how strong the wind is blowing.

This will remind me that im supposed to research more into Carl Icahn and trading.

Oh yes, Jeff Dunham is spelt funnyman. I like peanuts. and Jose Jalapenos on a stick. hahaha. The "Pachebel Ranting" that Cal showed me on youtube is really cool too eh. I went to listen to it once more. =P

And my lappie's giving me lotsa headache =( Wad java thing cannot install properly. So my work program can't work either =(( Eeyyerrr.

Okie, now bugis and dhoby gaut are like my latest hangouts. lol. good at least im doing sth and not nodding off half the time whenever i open my book to try to read.

Ooohkayyy i just made a fool outta myself!!! Firstly, i had second thoughts on today (past twelve) being friday. Secondly, i thought that i forgot about my FI lesson in the morning. Thirdly, Calvin had to remind me that it was cancelled cuz of the sms SIM sent to my hp just now while i was in the classroom. OMG. What on earth was i thinking?!

Cal and i were discussing what we gonna do for tml... wake up, breakfast, walk to ecp, prawn, to my house, get stuff then go study. I hope it all works out.

Well on the bright side, i made people laugh. And still do. (:

Much love,
cherri

TIME!

So many things. So little time. Omg.

• Work
  
• Installing work-related software
• Photo transfer
  
• Photo upload to facebook
  
• Send email to Steph
• Make phonecalls
• Study
  
• Time for everyone; for myself
  
• Blog about my weekend
  
• Enjoy food! =P
  
• Prawning
• Jeff Dunham on Youtube
• PSP

RARR Rarr rArr! I'll need to strike them after im done.

Oh, waffle crisp is good!! Anw, i poured them into the air-tight tupperware, hoping that it can close nicely. Not! Anw, the best way to make sure that it does, is to share. And im glad to make terri n daddy (: (: (:

Oo0oh!! I hope that people will know that if they're insensitive about what they say, it's better off not saying. Making me angry is the last straw leh. =( my mom just did so. =__-"

Ooh baby!! Meow!!

cherri~ out

cherri

is bored at kallang leisure's subway on a friday night.

i miss partying quite a bit.

i mean at least there is sth to do, to look forward to omg. 

well then, just gotta find sth to do. even chocolate doesn't perk me up as much now. starbucks did a fair bit, i might say. 

RARR.

Back on track.

Hmm, apart from why im taking the day off everything, i'm enjoying my time here at starbucks with my music and pretty quiet companion across me with his manga online.

I decided to download the music files that the mj alumni guys posted online for the midyear concert out of curiosity and also i really miss band. Boy, I'm definitely not regretting the time that the download off the file hosting site take. What made me smile/ smirk was the all too familiar tone of the pleasant start to Bert Appermont's Noah's Ark. That very song that we played for concerts and also for the International Music Competition 2006 in Genting where we attained Gold with Honours. Yummy. That very song that i really enjoyed the 10mins+ very much. Juxtaposing the trumpet playing in Starbucks through my earphones and Noah's Ark, the former was of no comparison. Hands down. I can never describe how i really feel right now, but i certainly miss the espirit de corps of the bandsmen, primary school through jc. Nevertheless, the level of the bands were definitely far off. I had the most gruelling time in MJ band under the baton of Ms Sia. However, it was the place where i grew the most as a player. Songs were wonderful. Invictus by Philip Sparke was our Gold winning piece in our very first SYF competition in 2005 May 5th, if my memory doesn't fail me. AWESOME was the word. I miss those concert times too. Those times when we were had all the spotlight especially when we were soloists. After each song, Ms Siah will make us stand and bow. Those musical pieces! And fast swaying jazz pieces! Rarr. They touched my heart really much. Reminiscing such times in sec and pri also. (:

Anyhows back to reality, after thinking about it for quite like the whole day, i decided what i needed to do and what i should simply focus on. I can't let others take charge of my life and affect me so much, even if they are the closest to me. Yes, they matter. But that's it. I'm sick and tired of being pushed around and let you be my master so to speak. That's all i gotta share. I just feel that it's wasting too much of my time thinking and feeling. After the last straw this morning, i've numbed myself. I've been too concerned about them but things i tried to improve the matter/s were to no avail. Forget about it. One afternoon off is all I'm giving myself to grief for the rest that has gone and about to come. If they ever regret, that's not really my problem anymore. I know at the very least, i tried. Be it subtly, discretely or even obviously. I live for myself and not others live for me. Period.

Time to get things done done done. First up, my FYE. Fastrack. Yum.

Cherri.

Happiness.

I'm sooo mad at my sister just now. Better after counting many 10s. But still, it's really irritatingly frustrating when she PMSes or when she's with her nuts off. Anw, she's not the focus here rarr.

I think i'm telepathic or sort. I actually could feel how my dad was feeling. That very unsettled feeling was right, Cal. Apparently my dad was nowhere near high spirits when he came home. Well then. Had a father-daughter talk and sherri joined in when she came back too. Interesting to know what had happened during dinner on Sunday- dad, mom n sherri.

Oh yes, Confession of a Shopaholic is the first movie that i caught on its first screening day. that i can remember la. Very nice. And im a chocoholic and alcoholic. Remember chocolate + alcoholic = chocoholic too! =P The guy sitting on my right (the left din have anyone) turned a couple of times and gave me that "haha it's-so-you" thing. Spoken and all. HEH. At least i don't have food waving hi and luring me to them. HAHA not yet.

Anyhow, my weekend was packed. 

Friday... School, work then i dropped at Aljunied to walk and bought baos for my family. Drove to find Stingray bro with Calvin abt 10-ish. Heineken, sugar cane with lemon and cockle. Drunken cockle!! Prawned from 12mn to 4am.

Sat... School then met Cal at Lido. I LOVE ISETAN B1, doncha too? ;) And my Sun Moulin. Prawned from 8pm to 12+am. And cal's dad came. Hey, his dad's pro one can!! Anw, we caught qt a fair bit. All in all, abt 20 prawns? with an hr and a half no luck at all? Haha. Itchy fingers. I actually dreamt and daydreamed of prawning. Thrice!

Sun... School @ MH. Went into JB to have dinner with Cal's family and extendeds. Omg really really awesome sumptuous meal. Very tasty food (: oh, and drinks too. Gula melaka! =P Haven't been into JB for a longggg time. Short trips seemed to have a refreshing effect! Sweeet! And i enjoyed myself real much. (: HAPPINESS!

Today was a rush. School, suntec. Anw, i realised that suntec to bugis is really near. haha. if not, it's me and my fast-paced walk. *speaks under my breath "that guy, make me walk from the rock to bugis street and back to epicentre suntec" RARR* Corn muffin from Kenny Rogers! =D Anw i realised there are many watch shops having sale. YAY i want my white strip and gold/copper rim. (:

Oh. While walking to Bugis, there was this guy who kept turning around to see me. Told his friend some stuff. All the way from the bridge to the Chinese Chamber that side. And when he was to cross the road, he asked for my number cuz he said i looked really sweet. When i refused to give, he wanted to give me his. And he asked if i've got a bf. I replied yes. But he replied, "still can be friend right?" I told him i was in the middle of typing a msg, which is true okay. Then he said, "Give me yours then." haha. Anw i took his number and he told me to text him. Lol. Right. Admittedly, he's got balls, yes. But it's one of an experience lol. Told you im cold towards strangers. reminds me of dbl o with alex, brandon, cal, janice, free and free's sis. right cal? ;)

"my mommy told me not to talk to strangers," was all that i said. ZHAI.

I haven't danced in the longest time. EVER. This friday @ Zouk. En La Pasion. Event held by En Motion. RUSTY me!!

Lastly, Good Friday and Easter Sunday. How are you going to spend them? (:

love, cherri.

To Calvin: I wanted to text you this but you were "slping now" already. Just wanna tell you, thank you very much for the memories this a year and 2 months. For the laughters and fun, quiet moments, sharing times, msg on mirrors, silly billy, lameness, laughing at me/ you/ ourselves, cranky, late nights, dinners, lunches, breakkies, times we share our view on things esp food, songs!, "our" songs, ya teases, soccer matches, starbucks, macs, subways, psp fun, outings, movies on the way home, prawning, times with ya n my family, etc. More importantly, for enduring my gibberish, accident-proneness and understanding me esp relenting on my sugar/ choco and alcohol intakes. Holding hands, ya kisses/"kisses", moments when i look you in the eyes and smile, times when you are a lil playful, and knowing that at the end of the day i have you in my life, keeps me smiling. To summarize, i thank God for bringing you into my life. We're not perfect humans, but... Happiness is my ultimate goal everyday- for me n you. Hope it's yours too. Sweet memories <>. i love you (:

Note to self: I MUST START MUGGING!!