i see you.

6 lust shots (in one sitting) + whisky cranberry + 2 rum pineapple + 3 calsberg + 2 lust shots = lotsa calories intake.

Girl, I didn't know and don't know why I'll be affected by you and your actions. I was so appalled when I saw you so upset because of him. Tramautized may be too strong a word but it describes how I was last night. Time and time again, you say that you'll be fine yet I feel that you're just running away. That's not healthy, that's not being fair and true to yourself... Go figure.

Thanks for being my dark knight. I was overwhelmingly surprised to find my booty guard under the ball. Seriously startled and lost for words. You don't know the emotional turmoil I had before I met you. Relieved and thankful I was. Thanks for being my pillar. Thanks for making my night. Charmed.

absolute bf.

HEADACHE!!

Zettai Kareshi aka Absolute Boyfriend is sooooooooo addictive. I'm watching it online now. Maybe i should read the manga too. I wish I have an absolute boyfriend too! Like totally totally sweep me off my feet all the time. Then again, if he isn't programmed (read: not a robot), he wld make me angry and upset right? Then life wouldn't be balanced! Irony of it hmm =x Not that I'm complaining about Calvin! He's a real swtheart when he's not playing his psp or com or in a foul mood or emo-ing. Yes, I may not need to buy one now. I heard you ;)

Gossip Girls is next. =)
Couple of stuff before BKK. Catch ups, meet ups, itinerary planning, etc.

Today was sucha crazy one. Slept at 6am. Woke up with a headache. Forced myself to sleep till 1? Cancelled appointment =( Entertained myself online. Satisfied my craving- both carls junior's beef chili cheese fries and auntie anne's pretzel- thanks to my lovely dearest Calvin. I'm sorry that you had to walk a far bit but now you know where my actual bus-stop is. hee. Note to self: to improve my fire control when using butter to cook. Left the Apple cheese sausages and egg a little devalued. Unappetizing? I don't know, was it? ;P And maybe thank your lucky stars for the extra fries and the ride home too! Oh plus the games =D

My weekend was such a blast and eventful one which left me exhausted!

Friday- was the last paper and Phuture we were at. The usual 4s, plus Peiyi, Matthew, Jason and Calvin + his many many friends. Heineken, Hot and Sticky, AK 47 and alil Gin Tonic. Read previous entry on Sat 24th May.

Saturday- I drove for like the whole day. Home- Toh Guan- SIM- home- Calvin's house- Mom's office- Lavender Food Centre (for dinner) - Aljunied (to get ingredients)- Home Sweet Home. Driving escapade? More like madness huh?








Luckily for my trusty Oakleys that kept my eyes shaded from the shiny sun. Especially while I drive...

And when you're really bored while waiting for your mom to get done with her work in her office, you camwhore in the car! =) Just like me. BOREDOOM.

Sunday- Drove over to Parkway to meet Calvin and surprised Alex. Bought my rum. Snoozed over at Calvin's place. Had a nice dinner with his sisters and gf. 300 was censored. =( Left early to pick my dad up and left me crazy on the road (Read previous entry). But i think the highlight for the day was this:

The loveliest girl. You must be wondering why she's digging such a big hole in the sand right?? The answer is below:



The guy himself is a joker, i tell you. Shadow-play with his dog. Omg the videos are even more hilarious than the photos. ROFL.

I truly had the time of my life walking the dog tog. Well, the person who's walking the dog is the person who you owned (in owned on facebook!) haha.




Till the next time, ciaos.
Cherri~out

Appreciated ya dropping by my place and for the effort to come down. And the courage to even smile and try to converse with my parents. (:
Ai wo arigatou = thanks for your love <3

STAY CLEAR.

IT'S LIKE 12.50AM AND I'M TYPING THIS WITH A GLASS OF HALF-GONE MOUNT GAY RUM NEAT. (Btw cal, this rum tastes good. Share with you soon.) I JUST BOUGHT THAT BOTTLE WITH CALVIN TO MAKE TIRAMISU OKAY. AND ENDED UP DRINKING IT AS A START. AND SLIGHTLY BLASTING BREAK THE ICE BY BRITNEY SPEARS.

I'M SO PISSED OFF NOW. THE CAPS LOCK KEY ISN'T MY BEST FRIEND BUT I'M SO FRIGGIN ENRAGED. OH MY POOR KEYBOARD AS WELL- HITTING ONTO IT SO HARD MAY BE PART OF ANGER MANAGEMENT THOUGH NOT THE BEST.

HOW CAN ANYONE BE SO THICK-SKINNED?! I mean coming home feeling hungry is bad enough. Wanting to eat at 12am is not my kinda thing (Well, I try to most of the time at least). Sinful, you know. I thought of eating my milk pocky and found it missing. Okay fine, so I really expected the person to own up since everyone was in the living room. But NOOOOO. Of cuz my youngest sis defended her stand on not eating it. That was obviously left with my second sis. Crap. Okay fine. She tried to appease me with a i-pass-you-my-cuttlefish-you-can-have-abit-thing. SORRY I WOULDN'T BUY IT CUZ I'VE GOT MY CRAVING. I'm totally enraged.

Swallowed and cooled down after a meiji green tea ice-cream. And lotus paste bun. And cuppa milo dinosaur. I don't know why but i thought of looking for the liquor chocolate that was half eaten by calvin and i. No present for guessing it right. YES! IT WAS MISSING. AND AGAIN, SHE DIDN'T ADMIT. She just went down to 7-11 to get me a strawberry pocky (btw, i eat milk pocky much more than strawberry. I do eat the latter just really really seldom. I don't eat chocolate pocky. Weird for a chocolate lover?) and a Cadbury Crunchie. SORRY once again cuz i swore off that since secondary school. I had phobia of the honeycomb. Ate far too much last time. SORRY MONEY DOESN'T BUY EVERYTHING. Thanks for the thought. BUT I'M NOT APPEASED. I'M NOT FORGIVING YOU YET OKAY. NOT EVEN A "I'M SORRY". SHE JUST THREW THE STUFF ONTO THE COUNTER. WTF.

And i told Calvin that i would bring it the next time I go over to his place (sorry, many times already). This will never happen with the same bar of chocolate. Now's a BIGGER APOLOGY CUZ IT'S GONE LIKE SERIOUSLY NO MORE EVEN IF I WANNA SNEAK A TINY BIT OF CHOCO OFF THE BAR. RAAAARRRRRRrrrRRRRRrrRRR.

My youngest sis came to the fridge to find that her pack of milk also MISSING. WTF. TADAH. YOU'RE RIGHT- SHE TOOK OUR STUFF AND NOT MAKE A SINGLE NOISE. NOT EVEN AN APOLOGY. WTF WTF. IT'S REALLY KNNBCCB. (PS: This is the 2nd time in my ENTIRE life that i use this.)

SHE ALWAYS WARN EVERYONE NOT TO TAKE HER THINGS. SHE'LL DEMAND AND TELL US OFF AND TICK US OFF AND BE SUCH A TYRANT. THAT SNOBBISH THING. I DON'T WANNA SAY ANYTHING CUZ WELL, ONE CHILLI IN THE HOUSE IS ENOUGH. YOU DON'T NEED THE PERPETUAL SCREAMINGS OF 2 CHILLIS. I'M MORE MATURED TO BE A PEACE-MAKER THAN A HOUSE-DESTROYER. *Rolls eyes* THE WHOLE HOUSE WILL COLLAPSE. LITERALLY. REALLY. IT WILL SUCK BIG TIME TO BE EVEN HOME. YET SHE'S DONE IT AGAIN- SHE TAKES OUR STUFF AND NOT EVEN APOLOGIZE OKAY. UNREASONABLE HORRIFYING BITCH. WTF ARGH.

WHAT'S THE BEST THING? MY MOM CALLED ME A TROUBLEMAKER?! WTH. I WANTED TO EAT MY STUFF YET I AM THE TROUBLEMAKER HERE?! WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO?! THIS IS UTTERLY RIDICULOUS! THERE'S NOTHING MORE ATROCIOUS THAN THIS!!!! ARGH!!!!!!

It may seemed that i'm making a big fuss outta everything. But i've not made a single noise or complained for a long time. She'll take my candies, chocolates, food, everything. I don't want history to repeat itself. There're just food and it's good that they make you happy. Even if it's like half the bottle or container. Okay fine. As long as you're happy, i'm mostly okay with it. BUT IT'S LIKE 3 CONSECUTIVE ITEMS!!!! (It's just not my night really. I can't count now. Isit 3?) Somehow, it's pretty coincidental that I would think of the missing stuff huh? But this was really uncalled for cuz i'm really tired after a whole day and after a episode of damsel-in-distress just now. Alone to pick my dad up at some ulu bus interchange for the Malacca- Singapore coaches. OMFG.

Even thinking of the day's happening wouldn't help to calm me down. (i'll blog about it like later in the day; not now) This is really bad. Even repacking the fridge didn't help okay!!

Oh, I recalled another reason why i was a lil cross. I came back to find that she was on my pc. I asked her nicely if she's gonna be on the com for long doing her project-related stuff. SHE DIDN'T HAVE THE COURTEOUSY TO EVEN REPLY ME. Instead, gave me that shuddup-or-i-will-shove-the-mouse-into-your-mouth-look. AND SHE HAS HER OWN LAPPIE OKAY?!

I'm not usually that picky or choleric or fastidious. I'm infuriated at such indignantly disgusting attitude of hers!! - that I am almight and always right. Ultra big ego. Poor guy who's chasing her really. Pitiful souls. Okay, I admit that was pretty nasty of me. =x

I'M SO OUTTA MY MIND NOW. I'm trying to control myself. Ultra annoyed. This is far worse than I thought. Really.

Seriously, even if she buys me the exact same chocolate (that's if she actually know which one! cuz the chocolate was left boxless in the fridge), i will throw it back at her (since I foresee that she would 99% throw it at me/ onto the counter AGAIN. That 1% is her being seriously apologetic about it which i highly doubt- make it 99.9% to 0.1% then). I'm not being nasty cuz i have my reason. If you know me well enough, I'm a pretty sentimental person and it's really tough for me to let go of my possession cuz every piece of them mean something to me/ reminds me of the events linked to it. You get the drift. So that chocolate bar will mean a different thing altogether. Then again, why the hypothesis? Cuz it'll NEVER happen. She'll NEVER go the mile to make me that happy.

*Thinks* So why should i get her many stuff from BKK??- Oh I mentioned that I was going to get my sisters many things and that they would probably be thrilled! Why not make another 2 people smile and excited? Fine, no more list from her. Why should I even in the first place?

I think I'm too nice in general. That's why people take me for granted. I shall be a bitch. I shall be a pain in the ass fussy nitpicky or maybe a reticent snobbish ice princess. Maybe the latter sounds better. So i can save my saliva and breath. And save my energy for more productive events/ stuff. I shall be nice to those who deserves my nice-ness. Whahaha. It's an eye for an eye. So be nice to me and i'll only then be nice to you. Evilness!

Sorry Cal, I'll grab another bar of liquor chocolate. That was really yummy though.
On the other hand, I'll throw in the tiramisu okay? (: Wonder why i can still put that smiley face at the back when i'm still sooo angry. Be my guinea pig?

love in this club.

hello world!

My exams have ended! Yayness?

I've NEVER gone outta exam hall early. I've always been determined to stay all the way even when I've got nothing much to write. Cuz I feel that there may be a possibility that ideas will generate eventually. PBF sucked. Not that it was super tough. It's just the lack of revision that caused such boo.

Well, lack of slp = attitude? Well, i guess i can handle that most of the times. Reassurance does help in times of need =) Thanks babe. Loveya.

Phuture was alright, i would say. Irritating guys. Argh. Wanted to smack them in the face. Rarrrr. But dancefloor was pretty packed. Not many good looking guys hahaha. Well, perpetual insufficient good looking ones in sg anw. Eye candies? Hardly to speak off. Well, but at least i kinda enjoyed myself. Thought i would drink myself silly tonight but i didn't. Alcohol is definitely a depressant. I see how my gfs get drunk/ tipsy when they are upset. Yet heineken, hot and sticky and AK 47 didn't get me that high which was pretty queer (with some help from my gfs).

And i cannot believe still that none of my gfs went LOW with me!! OMFG. I missed chelle there and then cuz she would dance with me. =( I'm talking abt gfs. not bf. hurhurhur.

Sitting by the river, drinking heineken was pretty lohmantic (like how hongming would ALWAYS say). I was told off by chelle for singing Say That You Love Me. Too emo for her then. (like of cuz it would be esp when she was enjoying her night with her darling yong!) It's pretty heartwarming to see Yong and Chelle so lovey-dovey. So sweet lar. Sorry for being a friggin bright lightbulb this evening. I think I would have lighted the whole orchard road with me. ahahaha.

Actually i didn't feel that ecstatic when i handed my script in. I just felt numb. Like it was just another day that has to go by. Oh wells. BKK here we come!! =D

Shall crash for two hours. Seeya in a while. Calvin's home, Toh Guan, SIM in my agenda. Whahaha. Dad's not in town and mom's letting me take the car. Yay. I can go cruising again. My driving escapade! muahahaha. love me hate me envy me? i'm just lucky sometimes. =D

Oh did i mention that my marmie is so cute? She didn't call me like how she normally would when i club. And the best thing was, on thurs night, she asked if im gg to club cuz it was my last paper on fri. She din nag at me instead she just told me that she doesn't like it. Hurhur.

This is kinda bad cuz it's becoming a habit. That i'll stay up till like close to 7 just to get online before i sleep. Well, the new lappie would be useful for me. somehow. I'm hoping to get new lappie and camera. YAY. whahahaha.

And new job = new prospects = income too. =) Good.

Ciaos. gdmorning world.

loving ya
cherri~out.

I think the guys learnt abit from me while conversing about bgr. Lol.
And it is peculiar but thanks for swinging me around ahaha. I think it was sweeeeeeeeet. Those moments were as though the entire world belongs solely to you both only. And that you enjoy even the demi-semi-seconds of them all. Those kinda times when you hope that time would stop for eternity. You get the drift. =p i'm nuts.

reality does it.

Some may disagree with what i'm discussing here but feel free to comment okay? Thanks to my friends who shared their views. (:

I feel that there's a thin line separating falling in love with the person and falling in love with the relationship. Some may phrase it differently but they mean the same. Like being in love with the person vs being in love with love.

Falling in love with the person = being attached to person. Wanting to meet the person/ needing the person (emphasize on not being over-needy as some parties may dislike such gluey attention).

Falling in love with the relationship = being attached to the actions and not the person. i.e. holding hands, hugging, etc.

I admit, it's difficult sometimes to distinguish, isn't it? But i think it's the feelings that draws one from the other.

Anw, some people tell me to never tell the guy certain stuff. But i feel otherwise. Letting the person know how you truly feel requires courage. And silly as it may be, sometimes i think i'm brave in a couple of aspects in life only.

I need the strength to face the others especially one called reality! I'm just afraid of facing the brutal truth sometimes. Then again, who doesn't? I'm just afraid of getting myself and the other party hurt. It's easy to wish for happiness. To fulfil it, it's alot of balance in giving and taking. It's easy to get into a relationship but takes everything to maintain it. *nods*

Man-u vs Chelsea now! whahahaha. I feel that Man-u will win unfortch. we'll see abt that!
And I'm hungry now =( Munch munch munch.

Why, you're the sweetest thing that happened to me. I like when you look me in the eyes sincerely, hold onto me tightly like there's no tml and even when you just fool around with ya tickles. But what i really love about you is that you make me feel special. (:
Or am i not special? ;)

always be my baby.

And how convenient for me to have forgotten to blog on the movie i watched with Calvin on Sat 10th May - Made of Honour. Typical romance cum chick flick- happily-ever-after ending. Story plot was fine, interesting to watch since you have a guy to be THE maid of honour. Well, it was nice of him to catch it with me ;)

Caught the Muay Thai show Chocolate this afternoon at Princess. Very interesting seats. Small like Eng Wah's, slightly less comfy but for 5 bucks, wadya expect right? First time going to the 2nd level of the building. The movie? Very cool girl power action packed movie. Girl with special capabilities to dissect the seconds. hee (:

Bedok is kinda boring i finally realised. cash converters, polyclinic, shops, food outlets, grocery shoppings. Okayy, that's probably what a heartland need, i think. Hmm and the library.

I'm going to proclaim my love for clam chowder here! I know they have those readily available ones. But I shall shall shall try making:

1. Clam chowder
2. Tiramisu
3. Jello cheesecake
4. Coffee creme brulee'
5. Fruit yoghurt parfait

Haha. Let's see. MAYBE i will have more time. And hopefully the oven will be fixed soon so i can do more! Or maybe i'll be fine stuck with recipes that requires no oven since i wouldn't have lotsa time anw. hurhur we'll see.

Thank God for a blog. Cuz it reminds me of the past events and how they built up to whatever we have now. Ups and downs in life shape us into what we are today.

The term falsetto (Italian diminutive of falso, false) refers to the vocal register occupying the frequency range just above the modal voice register and overlapping with it by approximately one octave. Say you love me by Mymp. Thanks to Hongming and his recommendation.

Yay the hotel reservation has been confirmed and we're now really a plane away from BKK! ;)

This entry is probably one that took the longest for me to post. omg. it's already 0225. -_-"

Even as it is drying up, the bouquet of roses effuses a lovely sweet scent. Walking past it all the time as I walk into the kitchen, exude sweetness of you. How mesmerizing it can be.
I haven't practise singing for God knows how long. Always be my baby. Friday. Sweeeeet.

My valentine.

If there were no words

No way to speak

I would still hear you

If there were no tears

No way to feel inside

I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart

Until the end of time

You're all i need

My love, my valentine

All of my life I have been waiting for

All you give to me

You've opened my eyes

And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before

In my dreams i couldn’t love you more

I will give you my heart

Until the end of time

You're all i need

My love, my valentine

And even if the sun refuse to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart

Until the end of time

Cuz all i need

Is you, my valentine

You're all i need

My love, my valentine

~*~*~*

(:
♥ you

crowded.

It's a really humid day! Went out with my marmie for a while

Driving is fun. Yup it definitely is. Well, i'm pretty proud to air-pump the tyres myself on 2 occasions already. How guy can a girl go? How many girls do that anyway? =P







Taking photos in a carwash with my mom on the passenger's seat. Lucky mom, isn't she? =)






Driver's seat it is~













Lousy camera phone with perpetual darkness.



I like the fruit salad made by my mom and I. yay. Appreciation!

Anw I realised that I'm pretty a one-liner today. Hmm.

Was chatting on msn just now before dinner. Funny how come Dominic will comment that I looked prettier on Friday after the POA paper. Do I?! Well, with the after-POA headache, I don't know how pale = prettier. He did probe with "Girls are always prettier when they are in love" and continued by "With a new bf? Or your books?" And after our convo, he stuck by his belief- "SEE... It's true." Hmmmm. *ponders*

Angsty bitch i am now. I don't know why that. But I know definitely that i love the beat of Crowded. Very strong RnB. Very good for lock and pop and dance. But I seriously don't wanna give a thought to the lyrics. Well, I have not intentions of using it. =x Nah.

Back up, cuz u crowdin my space..U need to get outta my face. Get outta my life, Get outta my sight, Get off my back...

I wanna do alot of things after exams. I shall list them now:
1. clubbing marathon
2. BKK trip - with the aim of Shop Till You Drop literally (:
3. Catching ups!
4. Suntan
5. Work work work
6. IT fair for new lappie and camera

Talk about being romantic, what are your romantic escapade, my dear girls?

All the best to ya papers Calvin. ;D

yoghurt = ♥

And i spent the whole morning and early afternoon grocery shopping with my mom. Had a simply lunch with her but was lovely- cooked drunken prawns (those live ones we just bought!), made hot buns and bread and rose apples. (:

Dessert = chilled happy me.

I'm actually grateful and relieved that chelle and I confirmed the tix. What's left is for the directroom personnel to get back with the hotel confirmation! Yay. After the lonnnngggggg procrastination, we're finally a plane away from BKK. Wonderful!

And i realised how fast time actually flies. It's like Sunday today and tml is Vesak day. Tues wed thurs FRIDAY! Then sat. And wed fri sat again. Hmm.

Maybe i should hit the showers to chill first. Okay, so bathe and drive. Sounds good for now.

Ben3 xiao2 jie3 xian4 zai4 man2 lei4, xin1 qing2 bu4 shi4 hen2 hao3.

ciaos. enjoy the song. (:
5.15pm cherri~out.

♥ apple botton jeans

I am so tired now. I'm turning back into a night owl. =x
Dinner with mom was alright. She made me wait so long for her and dinner. By the time i wanted to eat, I was so exhausted already. =(

I'm just looking forward to many events. Times gonna be spent with ya. Oh yah, settle bkk soon. Procrastinators.

I think efforts trying to give in or compromises are important. At least at the end of the day, you know you both are happy. And more importantly, you are happy cuz the other party is indeed happy too.

I'm going to crash soon. nitez world.

I never thought rests/ sleeps could be any sweeter. Being put to sleep (even though cocoons are not in fashion) by ya sweet helped. True, the day was spent mostly by me sleeping, then tv and others. Yet it was nice. yay thank you. Trigger happy by later? ;)

sweetest thing.

Sometimes, i think indulging in moments of sweetness is wonderful. Embarrassed and getting hot flushes on your cheeks are lovely (talk about natural healthy blush!). Cuz that's something you seldom do and what's best about it is the feeling of being elated. Totally thrilled. Eyes twinkled with such joys. Silly as it may sound.

Being caught off- guard is something i don't fancy yet that was what happened with the very saccharine sweet thoughtful you getting a bouquet of roses to forgive ya. Yes, you are mostly late and making me happy is all i asked for. But you are such a darling to have done that.

Haha, but don't take my soft spot at your advantage all the time. Cuz i can get pretty nasty too. =x I just don't want to mostly cuz there isn't a point to be quibbling all the time. But i don't wish those minor issues to turn frivolous as well. Guess it takes alot to manage all these. Anw, as long as we are happy, i'm fine. That's a general statement.

You learnt abit about me today, dincha? ;)

Very pretty right? Such enhanting attraction, it draws me (or maybe girls in general) to it by its sight and smell. And guys too.

Even the security guy wanted it =x Yes and so what i love attention? (insiders joke) 2 hot babes weren't enough to lotsa attention? Add the flowers and we were all head-turners. hahahha. I'm evil.

Too bad, i just gotta wait till the season of my fav flower. =( Hard to come by but that's why they are special. Like me. muahaha.
Meanwhile, red roses are romantic.




Heineken didn't taste nice. Neither did Around the world. Nor Hot and sticky. Not to mention Long island. Eeeeeee. Alcohol rejection is the exact phrase to summarize them all. =(

And babe, i hope you are happy and that's all i ask for. Seeing you unhappy for the past incidents make me feel upset too. Go figure your feelings out and if you need a listening ear, you know my number yup.

Listening to the break of dawn; birds of all kind doing their chirps; makes me recall the sound of waves early in the morning; the fresh and unpolluted air; sand beneath my feet with shells surronding; warm sunshine in my face. And with the tiniest attention you give to them all, it brings about this miraculous form simple life that we all wanna achieve. Okay, maybe I wanna achieve.

Enough said, I shall go hit the sack now. Really exhausted after POA exams. HEADACHE. And it's been 24hrs since i took an eye shut. omg.

And thank you dear for making me pretty happy today despite all our weariness, you were still able to make me smile. Like a silly schoolgirl over the slightest compliment given. Gibberishing. Ultimately, i just wanna say thanks and i appreciate all that you did to try to make up for being late. Thanks for dressing up too. Times with you and me peaceful are lovely and the sweetest anyone can ask for. <3>

Say it again.

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

Say it again
Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight

The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life
Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again (x9)

When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again
Ohhh...Ohhhhhh

♥♥♥

Say it again by Marie Digby.
Lovely song and lyrics. Not rnb.
Swooned. Esp the bridge!
It's my latest sing-a-long song, replacing way back into love. hurhurhur.
One more week and i'm done. Three more weeks and i'm off in a foreign land. Yay. (:

Interesting how friendships started. Seriously, God has His way of being creative. For you to meet people in the weirdest ways. And friendships to blossom into something lovely. Someone to chat and share with, someone to pour your sorrows at, share your laughters and happiness, rant and rave and gibberish and all. All I wanna say is a big Thank You! More to come! ;)

I'm s'posed to be studying yet FB's typing test is pretty addictive. Till i surrendered at 64wpm. I'm so WOLS. Argh. Mobs isn't as addictive as writing on walls still. hee.

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind <3

lemme break the ice.

What a rude thing anyone can do! I was too engrossed by the exams to bother then. The least one can do is acknowledge the other party's presence; not the shock look on ya face (pretty pathetic) and turn away like you've just seen a ghost. Omfg that is the rudest thing anyone has done in my entire life. So offensive! =X So crossed by it now. Then again, i shouldn't be cuz you don't matter to me that much for me to put a thought to it anyway.

Maths- I wanted to just stand up and walk out of the exam hall halfway through the paper. That was disgusting. Argh. There goes my distinction.

POA is next on friday. Maybe i should seriously get outta house to study. Or at least not cope myself in the house and tv eat slp. Such vicious cycle should definitely be stopped! Duncha all agree?







Camwhoring when i get bored.

Like really bored.

Tell me about it. hurhurhur.












I like this photo. Yay. What we do in zouk's washroom. ;)

Sunday was not that bad. Thank YOU for the time and effort (to even dress up! And i seriously think shirts look gd on ya (: ). I think it was nice to have you around. (minus the excessive use of mp3 and psp =x) All in all, it was nice to be there for both events, spending time with ya. Can't wait to spend more time with ya. and ya 17 days left before ORD. And the clubbing marathon. and the Thailand trip. and loads more. yay yay yay. hearts you.

Gonna hit the sack now. Acks.

Cherri~out.

happy 3rd.

And i felt like giving up everything when i left the exam hall. It sounds really extreme but that was it. Stats is supposed to be my strongest subject yet there goes my distinction. Maths is next. And it's my new best friend. yay.

So anw, i was so upset that i resorted to retail therapy. Alone.




A stalk of pretty pink rose i bought for myself. (where's mine from you?? =x )






And I'm pretty elated when my choco-biscuit turned out well received. Looks pretty good huh? (These were the leftovers. Of cuz i gave the nicer ones)
YUM i intended to make this for Mothers' Day. (Some credits to Terri) And the best part is i can enjoy using milk chocolate instead of dark chocolate. You know girls and guys are different. Milk vs dark. Yay.



And i'm so frustrated over the bookings of the airtix for the Bangkok trip. As well as the hotels. Argh. Fancy trying me when i'm all tired. boo. =( Shall do it in the day, hopefully with more help.

Glad YOU enjoyed it as much as i did. =D And thank you so much for the lovely night. Rmb the movie and cheesecakes ya owe me dear. Looking forward to sunday. Major day for us. hurhurhur. Sweet sweet you. Happy 3rd month; not 30yrs yet. Well, yet... (:

it's gna be me, you and the dancefloor.

And i look forward, not back.
I know my bad habit of dwelling in the past but i know better to remember and reflect on them.
Sweet bittersweet memories. I think more importantly, it's to think back and smile.

Live each day to its fullest without regrets.
That's my motto in life. But maybe maybe maybe there's nothing wrong with thinking back and have that tinge of regret. Well, I've done stuff that I'm not proud of, yet if i can contradict myself- i would have regretted them.

See, that's what i mean by not dwelling in the past. I rant and rave and forget so that i've got my stats paper tml! Oh, econs wasn't good today. In fact, I felt worse than prelims. Moving on...

I'm gonna live it all. I live for my loved ones but most of all, myself. Sometimes I think back and wonder how my life would have been if i am a church-goer. Well, partly the fallen back part in me sometimes emerges and haunts me. How a terrible person i am. (On the other hand, i don't think i'm THAT bad. well, vices apart, how much can i be THAT far away from perfect. =X )

I took my good ole bible that day. That black cover King James edition. The one most Christians don't use cuz it's difficult to decipher the true meaning at times. New King James is the edition most use, yet i feel that some meanings get lost on the way when someone interprets it; differently like how opinions are. Well, flipping through the verses reminded me of the days when i listen to the pastor preach. And how i felt that i'm so loved and lucky. Yet once i step outta church, it's a different scene yet again. Back then, my parents objected. And how worldly possession were considered pretty sinful. Sometimes, i get pulled between everything. Contradictions in life, they were. I decided then to stop going.

And so, I've just shared something that EVERYONE i know, doesn't know.

But, i'm beginning to look forward with hope. (:
Partly cuz of the ending of misery exams. Start of the holidays. Clubbing marathon. Trips. Outings. Shopping. Catching ups. Fun. And of course, work! For the burnt pocket after the formers. :( But hey, money can't buy certain possessions in life. It's materialistic, admit it. Anyone got lobangs update me okayy?

Burnt pockets, can be sewn.
Torn hearts, can be healed.
The difference? Time cannot heal all wounds; they cannot be healed totally; Scarred, i'm afraid.

Ending on a high note, i'm totally looking forward to the fun. Like seriously fun fun fun.
Travel without my parents. Like omg. I'm ecstatic! Yay to Ching, Chelle and Calvin. Hey, wth, they all start with C. Cheers, to mine too. Ahahaha.

Dates to look forward to that are closer? Tomorrow and Sunday. Maybe Saturday too. (:
Cuz i'm spending them with ya. (: (:

P/S: I think colours make reading easier for ya guy. No??
P/S/S (or is it P/P/S??:) Thank YOU for ya phonecall last night. Trigger happy. =D

Oh yes, i forgot to add that i love my youngest sis, Sherri. She doesn't know how much i do only. I get that tingling thrill whenever i visit her at her workplace.

Like she knows my all-time fav: whip cream-in-a-cup. Tog with my drinks.

Well, as seen above. Topped with choco powder or caramel or sometimes, choco syrup.

And she knows my favourite drinks: Caramel macchiato (hot and cold), green tea latte (esp frap!) The one here is hot and upon request, with lotsa foam! Even the small cup is foam and a lil milk. =D

How often does a sibling know another that much? Not frequent! And if you do, you're lucky. Like me. ;)

With love,

Cherri

(While waiting for my darling sis to end shift, camwhoring is sometimes unavoidable, i would say!)

partynomore?

The past two days had been lovely.
Thank you to all who contributed in making me smile!
(No thank you to Andrew Chow though, fancy playing real old stuff most of the night. =S Oh wells. Get low was sheer fun. omfg.)

Piggying around wasn't planned. But i guess bumming around with YOU is insanely alright. ;p

Nothing really went into the "knowledge" part of my brain. Kill me.

Countdown to first paper: 5 days. OMG.
Maybe counting down to the 23rd will make me more excited. hurhur!