Tired!

Despite the two consecutive days of slp late- wake early regime... it's another day of drive for me! Yay. Mom drove to her office cuz i scared she'll be late! Then i took over and got my sis to clementi then to her sch before mine. After a whole day of academic then salsa performance prac, i drove to Le meridien hotel to pick my mom up. Ferried her classmate near hm before back to my place.

I turned wrongly at newton circle. Luckily with a stroke of luck and bravery, i managed to get to Orchard road from the back of Heeren. =D

Some infuriating events happened. Hate my phone to ring while i drive. Hate unreasonable people. Hate it (sometimes!) when my mom is ever-so-cautious! Those comments can kill the ears and brain cells! Hate those traffic jams. Hate it when the cars bully triangle- platers. Hate it when they beam at me. Hate it when my mom complains and comments so much!

So much hate. Ok, hate isn't the best word; too strong a word to use. I guess, it's more like dislike. =)

Alrights, i'm so slpy! oh... i'm stuck to built to last and orange county. Emo emo emo.

i hate it when i listen to songs and they remind me of ppl. It's like songs are attached to the ppl. Not a bad thing, it's just that... ... It's difficult to not remember people when you share a certain affinity with them- through songs. built to last...

i can read maps.

Thanks for all your comments. Sometimes, really difficult to slice everything up and life is just another game, isn't it?

Handball event's booth registration up. All morning to do preparations. Omg. Consolation? 1 confirmed group.

I had the privilege to drive the car today. Mom's office + School + Vivocity + mom's office + dinner @ geylang + Homesweethome = Tired me @ the end of the day. I got home without help of map, free. *shakes head*. I think i'm gd... seen sg enough to navigate around. Yes! xD

Yes, maps do help. Esp for Freesia today. ;) The power of the map. whhaha.

The trip to vivocity was fruitful. Drive there was therapeutic. Buys there were great- Got the shoes i searched for. Found (again) honey-coated macademia nuts from candy empire! After the mia for so long! Daiso's buys- candy and japanese red bean dessert for mommy. Eye feast everywhere else...

My mom was shocked when i told her that i was at Vivo. Hurhur. ;)
Traffic jam sucks.
PIE is long.
I think I'm a reckless driver.
Who said girls can't read maps?! I can!! =D
I prefer driving alone. Esp without mom and dad.
Driving in the day is so much safer for me.
Auto car makes driving a breeze.
I like the tune of Orange County by Stefy. *thanks free for searching*

Hope i can drive tml. lol. ;)

thinky.

"Love is
when you take away the feeling, passion and romance in a relationship...
and you still care for the person..."

Saw this on my fren's msn nick... wad're your comments on it?

I feel that this is pretty much the general love, like friends-love kinda love. So yes, looking it in that kinda light, it is so. Stripping the bgr kinda emotions attached to it. Then the above is truly the plain love. Nothing more.

P/S: "You" refer to different individuals. you know who.
*Hope you will enjoy tml nite!
*Wishing you a speedy recovery.
*Hope that things will be settled on your side quick. It hurts to be put on the line for so long.
*BBQ @ my place when?

fallen.

Just so you know....

Really want things to work out. But somethings it's better to keep at bay. Some others, in the short run is fine, but in the long run, when tolerance runs low, it's gonna break it all.

And before reaching there, maybe it's better to keep things all as it is now. Simple.

It's just me. Like it or not. Take it or leave it. Like you, i tried too. You weren't the only one.
Give and take. Yes, sometimes it's good to have reminders of how much one compromise.

Salsa performance practice was tiring yet fulfilling. =)

Right. That's all for now.

my wk.

hello!

City venture burnt my weekend. But yes, it was an experience. It's similar to amazing race. Gosh, how much i hate the big mealworms. Argh.

Suntan on fri with yilin and freesia was great. At least, i got tanned. And consolation to that is... City venture run didn't kill the tan. Muahaha.

Social dance was short. With only 5 people too. =( But recaps are gd. Always gd. =)

I drove out alone just now without my parents. yup. And the lucky person to be my first passenger is jun. Took TPE to Jln Kayu for a drink. Teh cino is much milkier than teh tarek. (Ge, this one has MUCH more condense milk than sempang bedok's!) Anw, took hougang road back.

Yup. Went out till a lil too late, so got into a lil trouble with my parents. Anw... They're concerned abt me. (read: the car.)

Ahaha.. okok, i know... anw anw anw... i SHOULD get some REAL studying done. It's BUGGING ME. Boo.

And yes... Driving fast alone is therapeutic. Of course, many will kill me for saying that. But it's really what i feel.

Cherri, out~

k.O

Omg... Talk about knock outs.

I think I'm the record holder for the most number of knock-outs a week! Once, i knocked out while snacking. WhoA! And it's muruku. crunchy crunchy thing! I knocked out again just now at 8+pm while watching Shall We Dance? Omg. It's so freaking early!! Probably due to the very filling dinner before the sofa. HmM.

Ok, or probably due to the day's activities- i had been taking the wheels. Not bad. Think it up-ed my parents' confidence. =) visited grandparents, ordered new sofa, bought DELicioUs bread and rabbits' necessities and visited jun. Before heading home. WhoA. Training on long distance driving. Talk about tiring!

Yes, i'm feeling better about it all. Not as pessimistic. Not that crappy anymore. Moodswings. Sigh. I'm still snappy me to some ppl- like my sis. It's habitual.

i'M still tired. Out.

spins.

And so what if i've got the govt license to drive on the road when my parents' license isn't approved yet?

Driving on the road has improved... But so did my standard... 1 to 2 more times with me should be ok

You still dn have the feel for the car... esp the right side...

I'm not worried abt you, but the people around...

How demoralizing. great. wanted to give up though i learnt alot in the last session. Hmm.
Stats starting later at 8.30. and here i am, still online at 2.50am.

I wanna take the car out for spins!

Drives

31 Oct-

That being Halloween and Terri's birthday, it was also the day of a milestone for me. I passed my tp on my first try!! I was so jittery and restless the day before due to the super tragic performance. Couldn't continue sleeping after i woke up 2hrs early. But come the warm up, i went numb. did alright but auto mode. The test was alright. Circuit was good. Never had been any better. But road was bad. Forgot to change to first gear twice at the zebra crossing. Got marked down tragically for that. And others too. But 14 points is alright, i guess. ;)

Went for my first spin that night. With mommy and sisters. =) drove them around the estate and kembangan, then to the expressway to toa payoh and turned down to paya lebar road where the driving centre is. Expressway + night isn't the best thing! Really dangerous. But i did my first vertical parking! Without poles feels weird. I managed, somehow.

Went for my second spin jus now. With my daddy. Went to the petrol kiosk then do parking. Both parallel and vertical. Between cars and free space, on the roadside and carpark. He still doesn't feel safe about letting the car to me. DaRn. Cuz of the parking la. Truth against truth, parking is tough in sg. Tight narrow space for the car. Yes, practice makes perfect.

Looking forward to my next spin. Hopefully it'll be tml! =D

Gonna tuck in now. Swim morning!

PS: Thank you all who have been really supportive! =D

My family: For being so supportive. Esp...
Sherri: Your comment "Whoa, jiejie drive very stable leh." It really made my day night. Thankyou. =D
Daddy+Mommy: Your lucky ang pow with me. ;)
Jun: For your mentos, for visiting me and food... and chewy mentos! And waiting with me for 2 and a half hours for the 1 and a half min. For celebrating with me at sakae sushi buffet stuffing. and dfs perfume smelling. and simply for just tolerating me =)
Kenny: For your wishes and encouragement, and triangle plates that came handy. yay.