Thursday, 27 September 2007

nothin

i feel like dying. i feel like crying. i feel like the world has no more happiness. i feel like no more smiles can ever exist on my face. i feel like love will never be. i feel like i will never be happy again. i feel like every thing is numb. i feel like everyone is killing me. i feel like nothing will ever make me happy. i feel like there will never be sunrise again. i feel like there can never be something called beautiful. i feel like you never existed. i feel like there can never be a rainbow in the sky again. i feel that the stars will never twinkle again. i feel like everything is a dread. i feel like 'trust' will never be in my dictionary. i feel like i can never have the upbeat in me. i feel like i will never open my eyes when i fall asleep. i feel like dreams never come true. i feel like dread is always the word. i feel like a hiatus never will work. i feel like i should not have taken a wrong step. i feel like you can never be there again. i feel like, i feel like, i feel like dying.

2 comments:

carlynnnn said...

i know how that feels cos i'd been through it all before as well. muacks. but the sun will rise one day, and you'll realise how beautiful the world actually is despite everything. smile darling cos you're more loved than you know it. =)

cherri said...

Thank you... u're such a darLing. i guess you're right. The world is beautiful stiLL. There's hope in this bleak worLd still. Thanks love.