do your dance.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY FREESIA! =D

Hope you had many pleasant surprises time round! =) loves.
Presents, friends, family, dinners, club... yay.

I suddenly felt really silly, felt stupid when i heard and saw your reactions. Maybe you were right: What i did was on impulse. Or maybe i just wanna escape reality time for a while. Can't i spend that little time with ya cuz i miss ya? And it's all because of you. Maybe you were in the midst of your busy-doings when i interrupted you.

I just felt dumb. Felt embarrassed. I felt like the sky came crashing down. I just felt like running away, fast. I wanna hyperventilate. I wanna faint. I wanna escape. You don't know how i felt. Just plain silly. Really. Remind me again- why i prefer to be single. Cuz i don't have extra boundaries, don't have emotional baggages and rubbish sorta stuff. Whatever you term them to be.

Sometimes i feel that we are ppl who love our freedom, our singlehood. Yet i dno why we have strings attached. I can't explain. If i can't, will ya?

I just wanna sleep. Fall into deep sleep so that i can avoid all this rubbish thinkings. I think far too much, i read far too deep into what appears to be simple. No?

No me ames.