STAY CLEAR.

IT'S LIKE 12.50AM AND I'M TYPING THIS WITH A GLASS OF HALF-GONE MOUNT GAY RUM NEAT. (Btw cal, this rum tastes good. Share with you soon.) I JUST BOUGHT THAT BOTTLE WITH CALVIN TO MAKE TIRAMISU OKAY. AND ENDED UP DRINKING IT AS A START. AND SLIGHTLY BLASTING BREAK THE ICE BY BRITNEY SPEARS.

I'M SO PISSED OFF NOW. THE CAPS LOCK KEY ISN'T MY BEST FRIEND BUT I'M SO FRIGGIN ENRAGED. OH MY POOR KEYBOARD AS WELL- HITTING ONTO IT SO HARD MAY BE PART OF ANGER MANAGEMENT THOUGH NOT THE BEST.

HOW CAN ANYONE BE SO THICK-SKINNED?! I mean coming home feeling hungry is bad enough. Wanting to eat at 12am is not my kinda thing (Well, I try to most of the time at least). Sinful, you know. I thought of eating my milk pocky and found it missing. Okay fine, so I really expected the person to own up since everyone was in the living room. But NOOOOO. Of cuz my youngest sis defended her stand on not eating it. That was obviously left with my second sis. Crap. Okay fine. She tried to appease me with a i-pass-you-my-cuttlefish-you-can-have-abit-thing. SORRY I WOULDN'T BUY IT CUZ I'VE GOT MY CRAVING. I'm totally enraged.

Swallowed and cooled down after a meiji green tea ice-cream. And lotus paste bun. And cuppa milo dinosaur. I don't know why but i thought of looking for the liquor chocolate that was half eaten by calvin and i. No present for guessing it right. YES! IT WAS MISSING. AND AGAIN, SHE DIDN'T ADMIT. She just went down to 7-11 to get me a strawberry pocky (btw, i eat milk pocky much more than strawberry. I do eat the latter just really really seldom. I don't eat chocolate pocky. Weird for a chocolate lover?) and a Cadbury Crunchie. SORRY once again cuz i swore off that since secondary school. I had phobia of the honeycomb. Ate far too much last time. SORRY MONEY DOESN'T BUY EVERYTHING. Thanks for the thought. BUT I'M NOT APPEASED. I'M NOT FORGIVING YOU YET OKAY. NOT EVEN A "I'M SORRY". SHE JUST THREW THE STUFF ONTO THE COUNTER. WTF.

And i told Calvin that i would bring it the next time I go over to his place (sorry, many times already). This will never happen with the same bar of chocolate. Now's a BIGGER APOLOGY CUZ IT'S GONE LIKE SERIOUSLY NO MORE EVEN IF I WANNA SNEAK A TINY BIT OF CHOCO OFF THE BAR. RAAAARRRRRRrrrRRRRRrrRRR.

My youngest sis came to the fridge to find that her pack of milk also MISSING. WTF. TADAH. YOU'RE RIGHT- SHE TOOK OUR STUFF AND NOT MAKE A SINGLE NOISE. NOT EVEN AN APOLOGY. WTF WTF. IT'S REALLY KNNBCCB. (PS: This is the 2nd time in my ENTIRE life that i use this.)

SHE ALWAYS WARN EVERYONE NOT TO TAKE HER THINGS. SHE'LL DEMAND AND TELL US OFF AND TICK US OFF AND BE SUCH A TYRANT. THAT SNOBBISH THING. I DON'T WANNA SAY ANYTHING CUZ WELL, ONE CHILLI IN THE HOUSE IS ENOUGH. YOU DON'T NEED THE PERPETUAL SCREAMINGS OF 2 CHILLIS. I'M MORE MATURED TO BE A PEACE-MAKER THAN A HOUSE-DESTROYER. *Rolls eyes* THE WHOLE HOUSE WILL COLLAPSE. LITERALLY. REALLY. IT WILL SUCK BIG TIME TO BE EVEN HOME. YET SHE'S DONE IT AGAIN- SHE TAKES OUR STUFF AND NOT EVEN APOLOGIZE OKAY. UNREASONABLE HORRIFYING BITCH. WTF ARGH.

WHAT'S THE BEST THING? MY MOM CALLED ME A TROUBLEMAKER?! WTH. I WANTED TO EAT MY STUFF YET I AM THE TROUBLEMAKER HERE?! WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO?! THIS IS UTTERLY RIDICULOUS! THERE'S NOTHING MORE ATROCIOUS THAN THIS!!!! ARGH!!!!!!

It may seemed that i'm making a big fuss outta everything. But i've not made a single noise or complained for a long time. She'll take my candies, chocolates, food, everything. I don't want history to repeat itself. There're just food and it's good that they make you happy. Even if it's like half the bottle or container. Okay fine. As long as you're happy, i'm mostly okay with it. BUT IT'S LIKE 3 CONSECUTIVE ITEMS!!!! (It's just not my night really. I can't count now. Isit 3?) Somehow, it's pretty coincidental that I would think of the missing stuff huh? But this was really uncalled for cuz i'm really tired after a whole day and after a episode of damsel-in-distress just now. Alone to pick my dad up at some ulu bus interchange for the Malacca- Singapore coaches. OMFG.

Even thinking of the day's happening wouldn't help to calm me down. (i'll blog about it like later in the day; not now) This is really bad. Even repacking the fridge didn't help okay!!

Oh, I recalled another reason why i was a lil cross. I came back to find that she was on my pc. I asked her nicely if she's gonna be on the com for long doing her project-related stuff. SHE DIDN'T HAVE THE COURTEOUSY TO EVEN REPLY ME. Instead, gave me that shuddup-or-i-will-shove-the-mouse-into-your-mouth-look. AND SHE HAS HER OWN LAPPIE OKAY?!

I'm not usually that picky or choleric or fastidious. I'm infuriated at such indignantly disgusting attitude of hers!! - that I am almight and always right. Ultra big ego. Poor guy who's chasing her really. Pitiful souls. Okay, I admit that was pretty nasty of me. =x

I'M SO OUTTA MY MIND NOW. I'm trying to control myself. Ultra annoyed. This is far worse than I thought. Really.

Seriously, even if she buys me the exact same chocolate (that's if she actually know which one! cuz the chocolate was left boxless in the fridge), i will throw it back at her (since I foresee that she would 99% throw it at me/ onto the counter AGAIN. That 1% is her being seriously apologetic about it which i highly doubt- make it 99.9% to 0.1% then). I'm not being nasty cuz i have my reason. If you know me well enough, I'm a pretty sentimental person and it's really tough for me to let go of my possession cuz every piece of them mean something to me/ reminds me of the events linked to it. You get the drift. So that chocolate bar will mean a different thing altogether. Then again, why the hypothesis? Cuz it'll NEVER happen. She'll NEVER go the mile to make me that happy.

*Thinks* So why should i get her many stuff from BKK??- Oh I mentioned that I was going to get my sisters many things and that they would probably be thrilled! Why not make another 2 people smile and excited? Fine, no more list from her. Why should I even in the first place?

I think I'm too nice in general. That's why people take me for granted. I shall be a bitch. I shall be a pain in the ass fussy nitpicky or maybe a reticent snobbish ice princess. Maybe the latter sounds better. So i can save my saliva and breath. And save my energy for more productive events/ stuff. I shall be nice to those who deserves my nice-ness. Whahaha. It's an eye for an eye. So be nice to me and i'll only then be nice to you. Evilness!

Sorry Cal, I'll grab another bar of liquor chocolate. That was really yummy though.
On the other hand, I'll throw in the tiramisu okay? (: Wonder why i can still put that smiley face at the back when i'm still sooo angry. Be my guinea pig?