closer.

Life is a roller coaster.

I mean seriously, ups and downs- in a matter of hours. And i guess i'm too old for such a thing. I need to stabilize myself. Even a bit will do some good. I can't be in the dark guessing all the time. Shed me some light. I need to talk to you- tell me how you feel and all. I'm not as good a telepathy or reader, really. I guess you're someone whom i talk the least and that's not doing any good.

So will you give me some time- that we can just sit and talk over coffee? Like really just talk and share our thoughts? I know it's unlike ur psp or dota- full of entertainment and fun. Don't you wanna tell me how you feel and your concerns too? I'm kinda tired guessing why i made you angry. I guess it's likewise how i make you worry. We dno how each other feels and thinks simply cuz we don't tell one another.

I think fun has to die down a little. I can't be selfish and jeopardize everything in the name of fun. And maybe music too.

Tues after my test? Wed before night?