No, i know my anger management is pretty reasonable. It took alot of times for me to tell her to shut up for me to put stuff into action. Really, it was beyond my rationale thinking atm- And no, i didn't hurt anyone; i just spoilt my door fixture. It isn't really that bad you see, it took me alot to calm down yes but she was seriously taking it for granted.

Shut up- is it really alot to ask for?

I have overwhelmingly alot in my mind right now- I thought I could take everything that you said last night and be positive and act positively about it. But I'm apparently wrong. I guess I don't wanna go nowhere, don't wanna do things to no avail. I can elaborate on this but it doesn't matter. Just that losing everything sucks.

I don't wanna say anything much more cuz i'm not even supposed to be here. Except to confirm eCR. Lousy timeslots.

Shed me some light. Without trust, is there anything else to say?