contradictions.

Till then,
i'll be living in denial.
in self- deception.
in the grey.

rock is the new rnb.
pub is the new club.

Still, the heart falters.

life full of contradictions.
dammit.

< edit... as reviewed by weihong,
paradoxes of life it is instead.>

My Baby You

As i look into your eyes
i see all the reasons why
my life's worth a thousand skies

you're the simplest love i've known
and the purest one i'll own
know you'll never be alone

[chorus:]my baby you
are the reason i could fly
and 'cause of you
i don't have to wonder why
baby you
there's no more just getting by
you're the reason i feel so alive

though these words i say are true
they still fail to capture you
as mere words can only do

how do i explain that smile
and how it turns my world around
keeping my feet on the ground

[repeat chorus]

i will soothe you if you fall
i'll be right there if you call
you're my greatest love of all

[repeat chorus]

arianna i feel so alive

purple.

"You may be one person in the world,
but you mean the world to someone."

You'll never know...
how much you can influence a person's life.
Likewise, you'll not know how much a person is to you,
until you realize how much you miss him/ her.

=(

And it hurts.

As much as i wanna tear, i know i shouldn't.
At least not in front of anyone.
Cuz deep down it's painful.
Just that no one knows... ...

Loof.

Just about to zonk out now. But i absolutely gotta blog about today.

Had PSA level 2 today at FJT till 5pm. Boring but essential stuff i reckon. Well, went down to Calvin's place with muffins- blueberries and double choco (:
Was a short yet enjoyable time spent tog before i headed down town again.
Thank you baby. I think you're pretty good at music speed and they're really tastefully edited!

Had dinner at Aerin's at Raffles City with Marc. Appetizer was mushroom n cherry tomatoes on baguette. Nice! Spaghetti prawns was nice though slightly oily. Dessert was warm chocolate cake with ice cream. It was decided double choco fudge cake after tossing coin (on his iphone) though. Anw, headed to Loof at Odeon Tower.

Omg pretty neat stuff! Ngak & Clement are cool acoustic guitarists and vocals. Swooned. Cosmopolitan and Singapore Sling were classics while Marc had Long Island Tea and The Tom Yum. Very unique Tom Yum drink if ya ask me! No, it wasn't an acquired taste. Refreshing actually. Salmon pizza was goooooooood too! Smoke salmon is sth i havent ate in a while. Anw it's the ambience and company that made the night enjoyable too. Thanks Marc (: yea i should get my salsa level up.

Anw, i'm nodding off already.... I've got no photos cuz i lent my dad the cybershot. And fisheye had new film. it'll be out next time rarr.

Till then xoxo, cherri

movie time~

Well well well, i sorta know my results and they aren't good. btw, that's what the 3 mths thing is all about. sheesh.

Wall- e was alright-boring i guess. Caught it after my product training with my "bodyguards"- Alvin and Zul.

Forgetting Sarah Marshall was slightly better with more hilarious scenes plus romance. For a midnight movie, it isn't too bad i reckon.

Clone Wars was pretty hilarious. Wanted to catch Bad Habits but couldn't make it in time cuz of Salsa. Even if i own a Ferrari, i couldn't rush in time to cine anw. So after Kaya butter toast, eggs and milo, Calvin and I headed down to The Cathy from Kallang Leisure Park. I love driving people around. I can condone tuning of radio and air-con switchings etc but not nitpicking of errors. I'm really not perfect. And i do stuff with at least minimum confidence.

"You're outnumbered!" "1...2..."

"Why.....!!"

lol. anw i saw the Loof webby. It's cute! (: Give it a shot soon yea?
I know i will =D

Anw as much as i wanna post more stuff, my eyes are failing on me. gotta work later at 9 still. 2 hours of slp plus long day = tragic. anw anw anw... mooncakes yummmm heee.

ciaos, cherri

heartbreaker.

And so... after close to 3 mths of wait... the verdict is... ???

I don't know really!
I have to check later.

Calvin refused to tell me. Partly cuz he promised me not to let the cat outta the bag.
Then again, it's killing me. I'm filled with anxiety. And to make matters worse, i've got 2 tests to sit for later and i'm not pretty done with it. rarr.

I shall sleep on the academic part for now i guess.

Comex was crazy. But i'm waiting for my acer aspire one. The clamshell white is what singnet offers only. Cuz i thought the sapphire blue is actually pretty too. So i ain't that colour bias as well =) 1.60Ghz is really slow compared to 2.0 or even 2.4Ghz now. oh well, intel atom is different from its counterpart i guess. 1GB is really small boo!!! even expand, it wouldnt be anything as big as 3GB. =( It looks like the Eee-PC of Asus really! 8.9" is small. oh well 1.26kg is gooood though. I can hardly hide my excitement as Calvin can tell you. I harp on it everytime i see him (though till date it's only twice). Been on a crazy eating spree. And body shop spree. Whichever. What i'm saying is that i'm growing fat.

Great, mid-autumn festival is coming soon! I wanna get the champagne mooncake from Raffles hotel, lotus seed on from Li Bai, Bakerzin's alcoholic version. what else's nice? (: intro to me!

Well, school's gonna start. And i shall spend more time with you and not "neglect" you like how i did this whole wk k? i wanna spend more quality time with ya. i miss you~

and so... another busy week starts... energizeeeeeeeee!

ciaos, cherri