heartbreaker.

And so... after close to 3 mths of wait... the verdict is... ???

I don't know really!
I have to check later.

Calvin refused to tell me. Partly cuz he promised me not to let the cat outta the bag.
Then again, it's killing me. I'm filled with anxiety. And to make matters worse, i've got 2 tests to sit for later and i'm not pretty done with it. rarr.

I shall sleep on the academic part for now i guess.

Comex was crazy. But i'm waiting for my acer aspire one. The clamshell white is what singnet offers only. Cuz i thought the sapphire blue is actually pretty too. So i ain't that colour bias as well =) 1.60Ghz is really slow compared to 2.0 or even 2.4Ghz now. oh well, intel atom is different from its counterpart i guess. 1GB is really small boo!!! even expand, it wouldnt be anything as big as 3GB. =( It looks like the Eee-PC of Asus really! 8.9" is small. oh well 1.26kg is gooood though. I can hardly hide my excitement as Calvin can tell you. I harp on it everytime i see him (though till date it's only twice). Been on a crazy eating spree. And body shop spree. Whichever. What i'm saying is that i'm growing fat.

Great, mid-autumn festival is coming soon! I wanna get the champagne mooncake from Raffles hotel, lotus seed on from Li Bai, Bakerzin's alcoholic version. what else's nice? (: intro to me!

Well, school's gonna start. And i shall spend more time with you and not "neglect" you like how i did this whole wk k? i wanna spend more quality time with ya. i miss you~

and so... another busy week starts... energizeeeeeeeee!

ciaos, cherri

it's been a good half a yr...

And we've been busy, with everything in our lives
be it individually or tog, we will survive... ...

ganbatte to us yup (:
18th n 19th...






Happy 6th months to us <3
I love you.




It's been half a year already and how time flies. Thank you for everything! For what we have and do not have. For what we've gone through, thick and thin... Say short, it isn't that short. Say that it's long, it really isn't long as well. But looking forward to, well, more quality time with you. And to know you and us better, okays? (: love you. hearts you (: (:

Sorry i've been really busy so nth's been uploaded into facebook or friendster or even my own com. and ive been really tired and ill too. gonna do everything during or after the weekend. cuz there're more events upcoming and i'm soooo looking forward to them. And they are namely:

Sat:
'Money not enough 2' movie and lunch outing with family
spending time with you!

Sun:
Annual bbq at cousins'

Yup. i shall go hit the sack soon for the day ahead! Ciaos.

cherri~out

Sometimes When We Touch

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

Chorus: **And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides**

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

**chorus**

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

**chorus**

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Shadings that i like to do- to keep my mind relaxed.




The lyrics of the song is really sweet and i hold it dear...


And somehow i really like this snapshot.

And i loved that moment cuz you're sooo sweet and you made me feel so so special. and i would have melted right there and then if the spotlight wasn't on us. (as from fb) And no one will ever understand how i feel then but i hope you do. cuz no one can steal that feeling from us, no money can buy that priceless memory. and then, i wanted to give ya a biggg hug. trigger happy.

Sitting at my favourite coffee place
On a Sunday afternoon
Sipping my latte; watching faces
Thinking will this all end soon.

Lyrics from the latest song
Beautiful as it may seem
Got me pondering if I’m wrong
When will I awake from this dream.

I really want the best for you. Happiness and memories cannot be replaced.

Life is a rollercoaster with its ups and downs.
Without the ups, we feel low.
Yet without the downs,
We’ll not appreciate the good times.

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides... ...

sexysexysexy

Happy birthday Daddy dearest!!

It's really amazing sometimes to hear how you actually requested for me to be forced into the world on the same day as you only to be totally scolded by the doctor =S Hence i'm on the 22nd while you- the 24th.

Reminisce- that's what we do. And that's what my mother does best. Hurhurhur.

Nonetheless, i love you both very much. Sometimes i make you angry and worried, others i make you cry. May you have a good day ahead. (and i hope the stock market will fall to its lowest today so you can buy them all up. told you to buy two days ago already =S don't believe me. hmph.)

Aight aight aight. 4.12am. Like how we always drag our feet to the cab after phuture. muahahha.

Supper with Calvin & Jason was not too bad. Popeye is still the same after 3- 4 yrs. Buttermilk biscuit with strawberry jam is nice. muahaha for someone who doesn't take jam, having said the former is queer =S Talk about camwhoring, i'm not the best at it =X hints hints. Driving with the windows wound down is real cooling. love.

And i had a very nice birthday celebration. thank you all. (: Will blog about it when i've got more time on hand. muarks.

And she listens to rnb all the time to stay at home on wed, fri and sat. Blast the earpieces to stop her itch rarr.

You light up my life (:

I shan't blog about how bad my day had been. I would rather thank those who made it lovely instead. (:

To the one who makes me smile and frown- Calvin,

thank you for your green tea frapp and tiramisu and a lovely company. Oh and walking me down too. (:

To Calvin's mom whose words help me feel positive and enlightened at times,

thank you for being such a lovely lady and conversationalist. And ya present too. (:

Oh Calvin, would you be so nice as to help me relay this to her please?- By speech or by showing her this will do too =)

To my ge- Alvin,

thank you for being there all these years through my ups and downs. And for taking the trouble to send the durians and me back. (:

To my daddy sweetest,

thank you for making me smile when you asked me "how about games leh?!"

Tell mommy what i mentioned here okay? (:

To my mommy dearest,

thank you for taking the effort to get all ready for your desserts for sat. Can't wait to indulge in them! Though i know you don't read my blog, i would like to tell you here how much i really appreciate it all that you've done for me. (:

My invitation that took me quite a long while to do. How horrid can my photoshop skills be??

Directions to the party. Yup, self-explanatory.

And as anxious and excited I am, I'm pretty disappointed with the last minute turn-downs though expected. Already many of my closest friends aren't able to turn up. Sheesh this is real tough work. Planning and executing are as challenging. We'll see on sat then. As I was telling Freesia, in my opinion, the highlight of this party will probably be the cake. muahaha. And she is to have 3 servings. =P

Everyday has been happening. Shall blog abt them soon. After i get the images up from my camera. Procrastination =x

On a side note, i did my hair to pink beige. I think i left the dye on for a tat too long thus my hair is kinda bright now. Oh no. =x

Alright it's sort of late now and i've still got things to settle later. Shall hit the sack now.

And the tired one bids gdnite.
Cherri*

P.S: Terri, if you happen to read this, have fun in Taiwan. Stay safe all the time. We know about your magic curry house too (: Sounds awesome. cya back in sg on monday night yup.i miss you. yes, again.

<3

People/ things i love...

My family <3

+more people whose photo i don't have or didn't see...

Pretty lil things like:

- butterflies
- animals
- flowers
- chocolates
- seashells
- hearts
- stars
- twinkling shiny shinies...

Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder... Beauty i know how to appreciate... (:

get it shawty.

When a GIRL is quiet... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers " I'm fine ", after a few seconds... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you... she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says " I love you "... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy who...

• calls you beautiful instead of hot.
• calls you back when you hang up on him.
• will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy...

• kisses your forehead.
• wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
• holds your hand in front of his friends.
• is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
• turns to his friends and says, " That's her!!"

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So sweet, isn't it?

Caught It's a boy girl thing with Calvin on Sunday. It's a pretty nice show. Till the part where the dad totally shocked the girl by giving her a gown for her prom and encouraging her to attend it. It never fails to leave me thinking how my dad dotes on me and how lucky i really am. That i teared =x

Last week has been eventful.

Mon & Tues- Salsa perf for UOL FOD.

Vanessa's bday at dbl o.

Thurs- Suntan with girlies.

Fri- Matthew's bday celebration.

Sat- Dinner with my volunteer gang.

BBQ at yilin's

Cosfest @ downtown east.

Wanted to put this all up on sunday night. But blogspot has been a bitch. Couldn't upload any photos. RarR. And just i waited for the photos to

load till i fell aslp in front of the com.

Thanks all who made my week enjoyable. This one will be better (:

Cherri~out