A rainy morning...

Well, firstly i know i haven't blogged in ages- not because i don't have anything to blog but guess i'm just too lazy to. There are many pretty eventful ones but for the past weeks, i've been battling within myself what to do with changing companies that it affected my overall emotion. And that itself doesn't help very much with other stuff going on in my life.

I spent my first national day away from home. I rmb how my mom will be all excited to watch the live broadcast on the teevee and we'll all wait patiently for that 5mins- 15mins tops- firework from our windows. This year, i spent national day with calvin's family; sunday family dinner at wahiro. It's some fun to share food, talk and laugh at whatever that's being said and observed then. food's awesome, above that the company made dinner light-hearted (: sho nice!

Grocery shopping!! boo no chips for me this round cuz i was tied to his arm. once freed, i run wild at the same row only. lol!! but i like it when im stuck in this pocket, holding hands. xP

Watched sg idol later when back at his place. funny people: guy with high pitch, sg A(h)vril lavigne, all the lookalikes etc. Steph, Auntie Anne, Calvin and I had some good laughter. Ridiculous people. Can't wait to watch the next episode, honestly.

It's a public holiday today. For a monday even, it's really early to be out of bed. I woke up an hour ago and now, i can't seem to want to sleep cuz it's raining. I lied in bed, listened really hard and found that it's RAINING! Not quite a good start for those who have outdoor plans on a public hol. I love morning rains like this especially when i can slack and stay in bed. But i felt more like blogging instead of staying in bed. So here i am, in front of the com with a mug (not the stitch one, Calvin!! =0 ) typing away. I enjoy the loud pour of the rain outside, don't get me wrong cuz i do miss such days even if it woke me up.

Went to catch GI Joe on sat with melvin jaime alex and calvin at the grand cathy on sat. Very seldom do you get a 2hr movie feeling that it's only an hr and a half! Mei's house was a walk away from paragon and i din know how to go so poor alex and calvin were tugged behind. Well then, social house with the guys plus freesia and peiwen was alright. But the crowd was terrible! the place was SOo0o empty. disappointed! well, i guess the "feelings talk" went pretty fine. I really do wanna learn how to speak my feelings out. And im still learning to. Cuz sometimes when i say something really frank, it may go brutally honest and blunt it'll be as well. So technically, i'm learning how to be more tactful as well. Thank you peiwen and alex for your help. I know those long smoking sessions were sth but i dno what.

And i meant it much when i say that im glad we didn't give up learning from one another cuz in such circumstances, sometimes it's easier to just give everything up. But im not ready to. cuz you mean alot to me. and i could have let go even cuz im the one being squeezed. and i was really disheartened when jason texted me that you were not well. and you could have let go too cuz of how insensitive i was. but im truly heartened that we trashed things out and hold onto each other stronger with open minds. Once again, im sorry calvin and that we all learn from everything, big and small.

Oh yes, caught Up! with Calvin and his school friends on thurs. *points!* <- that's what the talking dog does! Darn cute! and the giant bird which loves chocolate. "good morning sir. may i assist you ... ..." the little boy is cute too hahahaha. "Will you be my prisoner please?" asked the talking dog to the giant bird. omg! Da jie went camping with janice and friends in Msia. And i miss camping. Those outdoor survival instincts. And nature. And wilderness. I wanna go outdoor cooking, rafting, pioneering etc ! Rarr rarr!!!

I wanna thank my daddy for being there for me. one liner says alot huh =x

Well then, cherri's signing off with a sore throat no matter how much i hydrate myself one hour later...
going back to bed! =P