it's gna be me, you and the dancefloor.

And i look forward, not back.
I know my bad habit of dwelling in the past but i know better to remember and reflect on them.
Sweet bittersweet memories. I think more importantly, it's to think back and smile.

Live each day to its fullest without regrets.
That's my motto in life. But maybe maybe maybe there's nothing wrong with thinking back and have that tinge of regret. Well, I've done stuff that I'm not proud of, yet if i can contradict myself- i would have regretted them.

See, that's what i mean by not dwelling in the past. I rant and rave and forget so that i've got my stats paper tml! Oh, econs wasn't good today. In fact, I felt worse than prelims. Moving on...

I'm gonna live it all. I live for my loved ones but most of all, myself. Sometimes I think back and wonder how my life would have been if i am a church-goer. Well, partly the fallen back part in me sometimes emerges and haunts me. How a terrible person i am. (On the other hand, i don't think i'm THAT bad. well, vices apart, how much can i be THAT far away from perfect. =X )

I took my good ole bible that day. That black cover King James edition. The one most Christians don't use cuz it's difficult to decipher the true meaning at times. New King James is the edition most use, yet i feel that some meanings get lost on the way when someone interprets it; differently like how opinions are. Well, flipping through the verses reminded me of the days when i listen to the pastor preach. And how i felt that i'm so loved and lucky. Yet once i step outta church, it's a different scene yet again. Back then, my parents objected. And how worldly possession were considered pretty sinful. Sometimes, i get pulled between everything. Contradictions in life, they were. I decided then to stop going.

And so, I've just shared something that EVERYONE i know, doesn't know.

But, i'm beginning to look forward with hope. (:
Partly cuz of the ending of misery exams. Start of the holidays. Clubbing marathon. Trips. Outings. Shopping. Catching ups. Fun. And of course, work! For the burnt pocket after the formers. :( But hey, money can't buy certain possessions in life. It's materialistic, admit it. Anyone got lobangs update me okayy?

Burnt pockets, can be sewn.
Torn hearts, can be healed.
The difference? Time cannot heal all wounds; they cannot be healed totally; Scarred, i'm afraid.

Ending on a high note, i'm totally looking forward to the fun. Like seriously fun fun fun.
Travel without my parents. Like omg. I'm ecstatic! Yay to Ching, Chelle and Calvin. Hey, wth, they all start with C. Cheers, to mine too. Ahahaha.

Dates to look forward to that are closer? Tomorrow and Sunday. Maybe Saturday too. (:
Cuz i'm spending them with ya. (: (:

P/S: I think colours make reading easier for ya guy. No??
P/S/S (or is it P/P/S??:) Thank YOU for ya phonecall last night. Trigger happy. =D

Oh yes, i forgot to add that i love my youngest sis, Sherri. She doesn't know how much i do only. I get that tingling thrill whenever i visit her at her workplace.

Like she knows my all-time fav: whip cream-in-a-cup. Tog with my drinks.

Well, as seen above. Topped with choco powder or caramel or sometimes, choco syrup.

And she knows my favourite drinks: Caramel macchiato (hot and cold), green tea latte (esp frap!) The one here is hot and upon request, with lotsa foam! Even the small cup is foam and a lil milk. =D

How often does a sibling know another that much? Not frequent! And if you do, you're lucky. Like me. ;)

With love,

Cherri

(While waiting for my darling sis to end shift, camwhoring is sometimes unavoidable, i would say!)